YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. ♥

#87 - farewell.

2010-06-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

lalalala sorry.
im going off to tumblr now ~
BYE BLOGGER.
maybe when i get bored wtih tumblr, i'll be back :D

come find me on tumblr :D
wanyih-screams.

#86 - boredom.

2010-06-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

because im bored, i decided to blog.
stupid We Got Married is loading at an unbelievably slow rate -.-
if only i was in China .....
then tudou will really load REAL FAST!
ok ok i know im bad for missing China ... BUT ~ TT_TT
china's tudou really load like ... WOW!
and they do not remove videos due to violations -.- (with youtube does!)
GAHHHHH i wanna watch jo kwon and GaIn ):
they're my favorite We Got Married couple!
look look -->

arent they cute hehehe ~
and this -->

the couple hoodie that was given to them by BEG's Jea ;D

AAAAAWWW!

this is when they went to HongKong as one of the missions given to them. (:

jo kwonnie is soooo cute ~

when they went for Come-To-Play ;D the MC asked both of them if one of them confessed to the other after the show ended, will they date? and they said, "YES." :D

kissing each other's hand as a sign of love ~ ♥

unbelievably sweet couple uh?
and they're really funny together too :D
Ga-In's 2 years older than Jo Kwon!
love their drama together xD
GOOOOOOOOOOOO WATCH ;D

byeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#85 - dearest boys goofing all around.

2010-06-03T17:02:00.000+08:00

I KNOW I KNOW.
i know i shouldn't post this right after i came back from china, but ....
this is so irresistible!
i'll post photos of fujian some other day yea ~

im so sorry but ... kyu's just too hot and funny to be forgotten!
and how can you squeak on your clarinet tsk tsk (: even though i do squeak sometimes too HAHAHA :D

and this (:
you know you can't beat kyu, wookie ;D
hehehehe i shall continue to admire those boys ;D
byeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#84 - Blazing hotness.

2010-05-15T11:19:00.000+08:00

woohoo back for a short post :D
look at this!

my favourite Music Bank performance so far :D
HAHAA :D
byeeeeeeeeeee~

#83 - hell breaks loose.

2010-05-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

wondering why i said that?
watch this then you'll understand. (:

THIS IS OMFG SO HOT UNTIL I WILL NOSE BLEED TILL A POOL OF BLOOD FOR YOU TO SEE.
gahhhh kyubb looks REAL HOT in there. and no, im not kidding.
notice his pelvic thrust, smirks and muscular chest?
i must really say this -- OMG kyubb, you rock. you bring the definition of "HOT" to a whole new level :D
im feeling real proud of you my dear ~

with this, kyubb will go "Ah ~ My popularity ~"
cant believe that mega egoistic guy can be actually that HOT! (even though he was already that hot in the 3rd album xD)
are you happy kyubb?
must be right, ego guy :D
HAHA that ego guy never fails to cheer me up though, for example, this!

gahhh that darling ♥
byeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#82 - funny jokes you crack.

2010-05-09T20:24:00.003+08:00

mega big LOl :D hear this!

HAHA kyubb is drunk when he recorded this ~
CUTE :D
i love this darling omfg so much xD

byeeeeeeee ~

#81 - they're back.

2010-05-07T21:52:00.001+08:00

hohoho I MUST LET YOU SEE THIS.

# 01. 미 인 아 (BONAMANA) [Beauty]
# 02. 나쁜 여자 (Boom Boom) [Bad Girl]
# 03. 응결 (Coagulation)
# 04. 나란 사람 (Your Eyes) [A Person Like Me]
# 05. My Only Girl
# 06. 사랑이 이렇게 (My All Is In You) [love (is) like this]
# 07. Shake It Up!
# 08. 잠들고 싶어 (In My Dream) [Want To Go To Sleep]
# 09. 봄날 (One Fine Spring Day) [Spring Day]
# 10. 좋은 사람 (Good Person)
# 11. Here We Go

this is omfg super duper HOT okay. idc im bent on buying the album (<
HAHAHA my boys look so hot man!
and oh, i shall go and listen to NU ABO by f(x).
not gonna post as much as before, cos there's exams like now, and i dont think daddy allows me to touch the com so often.
it's okay though (: cos there's twitter updates at the side that you can always check on.
and GAHHHH, gladlyCast's spoiled. oh joy -.-
signing up for loads of new servers in case i cant use them o.o
okay.gotta go now,
byeeeeeeeeee ~

#80 - i cry silently.

2010-05-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

back for a real sad post.
you know what?

4jib's gonna have only 10 members.

im freaking sad now boooo );
even though their teaser looks omfg so HOT, im still sad that hankyung and kibum and kangin cant join in the album.
and kangin's going for army.
wtf?!
aish. and look at this teaser! it's super cool man.

but it's so sad that there's only 10 members.
im missing

kibum,

kangin,

and,

hankyung.

i'll miss them loads,
i will.

and oh, look at the new vampire concept!

cool huh? :D

love them.
byeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#79 - loveliest words that i wanna surround you with.

2010-04-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA i feel a strong urge to post when i saw this :D

Kibum's letter to the other 12 members

To Leeteuk:
Leeteuk hyung is like a brother and a father. I have always tried to be a child that he doesn’t have to worry about, even though I know that he feels helpless that I don’t always fit in, but he has always supported me. Sometimes I will even tease that him sacrificing his idol image to be funny is useless, but he knows that I still care a lot for him, and don’t want him to be so tired. And then one day he faced the camera and said while smiling, actually Kibum is the one child I have always worried about, not caring about how many tears he has shed but still shouting my name. He’s even willing to once again sacrifice for my sake. [TN: I’m not sure if he’s referring to himself or what Leeteuk said] Leeteuk hyung, Kibum loves you, and so I will always walk with you to the end.

To Heechul:
Heechul hyung, to me, is the most special. At first we couldn’t get along with each other. You didn’t like my informality to you, and I didn’t like you
treating me differently than everyone else. And then fate brought us together, during those days filming Rainbow Romance, I slowly started understanding you, and you started accepting me, and I became Kim Heechul’s favorite dongsaeng. Until today, when I look at everything you’ve done for me, I can only choose to help you along, because that was how you cared for me. When you were in the car accident, and when you had the surgery, when Hankyung hyung wasn’t with you, I was with you. So Heechul hyung, you have always used your strength and persistence to protect me, so Heechul hyung, Kibum won’t disappoint you.

To Hankyung:
Hankyung hyung, I feel like we are very similar. For a dream, you traveled far from your home, while I for my dream, returned to my home. But we were both far from our families, had no friends, and had to start over. It was a lot like returning to those three years when I first arrived in America, I didn’t have friends and I couldn’t communicate. Those days were hard to endure. Hankyung hyung would smile a warm smile every time, and his strength made me ashamed of myself. Hankyung hyung, those days being in the middle [not fitting in] were hard, right? Charging forward and retreating were both difficult. I think I understand you, and I think you understand me as well. We are both two children who wander for our dreams. Hankyung hyung, even with everything going on now, can we still walk together? I think we will never give up.

To Yesung:
Yesung hyung, I admit that you can sometimes make people speechless. You’re always making jokes and spasming no matter where we are or what mood we’re in. But Jongwoon hyung, your voice is what I envy the most. I know you are SJ’s irreplaceable main vocal. But to create that funny atmosphere you hurt your idol image. Actually, away from the camera, you are very charming, and you always quietly do your share. The strong little boy from Chungnam has become a reliable mountain. Jongwoon hyung, even though sometimes I’ll forget, but I know you are a big parent of the SJ family. Without you, Teuk hyung wouldn’t be able to withstand it all.

To Kangin:
Kangin hyung, no Youngwoon hyung. Everyone says that if there’s a kind mother in a family, then there must be a strict father. You are that strict father. But I know that in actuality your heart is the softest and easiest to pick on. You take up all the burdens yourself, protecting even Teuk hyung. When we were filming the movie you said you were going to work hard for SJ, and really was fighting hard for us, as a person who discarded the idol singer image and has only a face. [aka is human] When we first debuted, I know I was the cover boy, and was in charge of popularity, but now that I think about it, I really wanted you to take care of me, and tell everyone “this is my dongsaeng, an equally excellent actor, he doesn’t just have a pretty face”. Youngwoon hyung, I’ll follow you, and believe you, all the way to the end.

To Shindong:
Shindong hyung, happy and chubby Shindong hyung. I know that when we first debuted you had the most pressure, with all the debate about you. What they don’t know is, to choreograph our charming dances, how many all-nighters you pulled. Today, you have already become a 100% talented fellow. While I am proud of you, I feel ashamed, and want to say Shindong hyung thank you, don’t ever say anymore of those “I’m dragging down SJ’s popularity so I’ll quit”. Without you, our dances wouldn’t be as organized and synchronized. Without you, who would rap with us? So you have to wait for me, to once again stand up on that stage with you, and we’ll shout out our name together.

To Sungmin:
Sungmin hyung, the one in charge of cuteness in SJ. Hehe, aren’t our laughs similar? Fans describe us similarly. You’re a cute rabbit, but have they ever seen you practicing martial arts? Actually, you’re a tough man. Stubborn, and aren’t willing to shed a single tear. When we won the big award at the end of the year, when we were standing at our highest, you watched us all in a crowd, crying, and comforted each one of us, smiling, and refusing to cry. Offstage, you had your head bowed, and i knew you were crying for everything we’ve gone through in the past. Sungmin hyung, you said that you have 6 hyungs, and 6 dongsaengs, so you have to be strong and couldn’t cry. Sungmin hyung is the most overall perfect person, because of you, I feel like I don’t have to worry about anything.

To Eunhyuk:
Eunhyuk hyung, hey, Lee Hyukjae! Are you crying again? You’re so silly, a crybaby. Yeah, if you weren’t silly, why would you give up so many chances just to be with your good friends? If you weren’t silly, then why would you slip out to meet with his fans to cheer him on without him knowing when he debuted before you? If you weren’t silly, then you wouldn’t have pretended to be cool and fine but secretly cried for a month. Silly people have their happiness. In SJ, you are the main dancer. This position, no one can take from you. Oh, right, you can also write songs and lyrics. We really can’t see from your appearance that you also have a passionate side. Hey, Lee Hyukjae, like before, divide your raps half and half with me, we can do it together. You have to wait for me. And guys really lose a lot of face when they ccry, okay? Also, don’t lie to me. I have had enough of your “image control”. Remember, you have to wait for me.

To Donghae:
Donghae, my Lee Donghae. I won’t call you hyung, because I feel like I’m the hyung, a hyung that should protect you. My Lee Donghae has a pair of unforgettable eyes, your smile is so pure and innocent, causing my ice cold heart to melt in an instant. I still remember when I first came to Korea, a completely foreign environment. It was you who was the first to hold out your hand, it was you who hugged the really scared me. Let’s be brothers forever, okay? Lee Donghae is Kim Kibum’s best friend, I’ll be your hyung okay? When your father died the impact it had on you I can never forget, but I couldn’t spend too much time comforting you, because I have to stick to my work. I can’t let other people look down on us right? Lee Donghae is the kindest person, Teuk hyung said that us two were the two children he trusted the most. When you’re in China, don’t be homesick. Follow Geng hyung, I believe you can do it.

To Siwon:
Siwon hyung, I finally got to you. Choi Siwon, are you really an angel? Or did the environment you grew up in not allow you to see evil in the world? You know, you gave me a lot of pressure. While I looked at you I often felt ashamed of myself. I still remember you hanging around the me hiding in the corner, wanting to be my friend. At that time, your face was so sincere, I felt that this world really did have angels. At that time you saved me? Me, a person who came from such a different background and environment, was able to become your friend. Maybe when I’m tired I should do as Kangin hyung suggested, whine and act cute and say I’m tired, and not stick it out all alone. I think Siwon hyung, you would help me right? It’s been decided, I want to rely on you, because your shoulders are the most reliable. Don’t let go, okay?

To Ryeowook:
Ryeowook-ah, the hyung who is only older by a few days, and yet always calls himself the magnae. To me, you are the 100% magnae, a dongsaeng always needing to be taken care of and cherished. When we first debuted, you were the last one who took Junyoung’s place and joined us. You had the aura of only having trained for a few weeks, but they never saw how much you worked. In such a short time, you went from a cute chubby boy to your current image. How much did you suffer? I only know that you can never gain weight and be like you were before. Ryeowook-ah, without me by your side, is it hard to get used to? Don’t worry and don’t cry, I’m still waiting for you to sing and play piano pieces for me. Kim Ryeowook is the best, SJ’s eternal magnae, we have to be the magnaes that the hyungs would be the most proud of right?

To Kyuhyun:
Kyuhyun Cho Kyuhyun I feel that you are the one that causes the hyungs to have the most headaches. A stubborn evil child. Armed with your magnae status, who knows how many times you have picked on the hyungs. But every time I see your smile after your evil plan has been achieved, I’m not angry at all. Because you have finally shown who you really are. As the last member to join SJ, you had a lot of hard times at the beginning, do you still remember? When fans gave you your first present, you had disbelief all over your face. When you sang on stage, you made everyone proud. It was almost like you were born to be in SJ. After that hellish training, you have finally grown up. When you get back to the dorms you purposely ignore your hyungs, and go directly to bed. You really are an evil child. When you dragged your still healing body to give the 2jib a complete stage, I was really worried. Today, you are standing on the stage calling for me, just as we called for you. Because of this, hyung will be back soon. You GameKyu, just wait for my PK with you. Watch me beat you!

this is super touching OMG ):
i miss kibum like some shit now ;_;
kibum, please come back ~

aigo my boy TT___TT
when will you come back?
you're loved by the ELFs don't worry (:
I love you always. (:

going off now HAHA ~
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

#78 - Those beloved.

2010-04-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

HAHA im back for a post!
look at all these :D

SJ BIC3 in Hong Kong - Introduction

SJ BIC3 In Hong Kong - Horse Riding

SJ BIC3 In Hong Kong - Night View

SJ BIC3 In Hong Kong - On the Yacht Part 1

SJ BIC3 In Hong Kong - On the Yacht Part 2

SJ BIC3 In Hong Kong - Party - A.K.A Boys in expensive suits and how they will be like in 20 years' time. :/

SJ BIC3 In Hong Kong - In Macau Part 1

SJ BIC3 In Hong Kong - In Macau Part 2

SJ BIC3 In Hong Kong - At the Beach

ok done!
now i just neeed to watch all of these.
i kinda regret not buying Boys In City 3 Hong Kong now. :/
pfffffffff.if only they had student price ;_;

byeeeeeeeeeee ~

#77 - let loose.

2010-04-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

hohohoho i wanna post this very happy thing that happened today :D

my angel gave me ....

THIS!

HAHAHA this is so cute ~

and the gift is ....

A Super Junior Calendar 2010 and 2011.

OMG she's so sweet luh can't help but loving her ~
i feel so lucky to have such a nice angel man. (:

and oh,
watch this!

OMG i laugh like some shit when i saw this HAHAHA :D
hankyung's hair is like ..... PERMED?!
and changmin's hair and yunho's hair .... SPEECHLESS.

aish my com's being such a irritating shit now.
gonig to go off byeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#76 - i miss you.

2010-04-20T22:08:00.001+08:00

OMG when i saw this tears was totally welling up in my eyes.

this guy, is my beloved jay park. he was once from 2PM and got kicked out just because he said he hated Koreans.
he was like ... the first and only guy i loved in 2PM? and when he left, i totally cried man. but when i saw this, i guess he's still better off as a solo singer than being in 2PM. being in 2PM just steals his limelight away.

jay park, how are you doing alone now? i hope you're fine and happy with your decision. 'cos if you are, i am. i will always be happy for you yea? my beloved boy from 2PM suffered just too much. too much. i love you boy, with all my heart.

gaaaaaaaaaaah suddenly this post is getting so emotional. but i really miss jay park so can't help it yea. jay park was such a wonderful singer, dancer and more. grrrr jay if only you dont have to leave ....
but i guess leaving makes you happier yea? i'm really happy for you. really. (:

look at how cute is my jay park.
i really wish to hug you, squeeze you, kiss you on the cheek and tell you how much i miss you.
haiz. you better appreciate it, jay park!

on a lighter note,

Siwon and Sungmin have a twitter OMFG.

HAHAHAH loving it man ~
followed them already :D im truly enjoying myself on twitter now HAHA :D
i love all of them man!
kyubb, start joining twitter now or else im gonna change my bias to donghae xD
FASTER OKAY.

OMG i only love the TOP part AHAHAHA :D
TOP you're smoking hot inside dont worry (:

going off now byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#75 - let's cuddle.

2010-04-19T15:47:00.000+08:00

hohoho im back for another short post :D
daddy's damn mean for not telling me he's coming home real soon and that i should not have said that i'll off the com when he reaches home.
aish but i love daddy (: he finally agreed of me going to Korean classes woohoo!
Korean classes at Bukit Panjang CC starts at 8 June 2010 oh yay ~
gonna register for it asap HAHAHA :D

super happy now (:
but you know just now there's this 2 malay boys on 961 and they suddenly asked me why i dont wanna walk home from the mrt station and instead take the bus luh.and when i didnt replied them, they called me a stuck up.

WHAT THE FCUK IS THEIR PROBLEM OMFG.

i hate these people who are so thick skinned luh oh gosh.
it's like "do i know you, why should i tell you all my stuff zzz" -.-
irritating shit luh these people. the rubbish of the society -.-
hate them hate them hate them! ):<
i DESPISE them.

grrrrrrrrrr going off now.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#74 - I miss.

2010-04-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

i wanna blog this.

I miss ...

- 6E'07
- 2E'09
- VSW²FC.
- crazy laughter of the past.
- everyone i loved.
- the one that taught me what is love.
- the seniors/juniors i have.
- the ones who loved/doted on me.
- Super Junior.
- Cho kyuhyun.
- the one that made me love cho kyuhyun.
- the one that i love till now.
- the one who led my first day in school with me, hand in hand, and never letting go.
- the one who bitches with me everytime i feel like doing so.
- Super Girlfriends.

and ...
you.

on a lighter note,

THIS IS SO PRETTY, GLAM AND EVERYTHING OMFG.

and i can hear my neighbour(?) shouting and fighting LOL.
my guess is that the guy has an affair and the woman's screaming like some shit.
my instinct is always correct HAHAHAHA :D
screw them man. so loud that they woke up my daddy -.-
totally disgusted with them wtf.

shall not be interrupted by them (:
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#73 - i have.

2010-04-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

suddenly have a urge to post this. (:

Highlight the ones that apply to you.

I believe in love at first sight. I don’t kill bugs. I’ve failed a test. I’ve seen a shooting star. I have brown eyes. I like to sleep. I don’t take compliments well. I love Winnie the Pooh. I own a lot of DVDs. I couldn’t live without music. I’m scared of snakes. I’m not allergic to anything. I like apples. I’ve been on a plane. I’m more of a talker than a listener. I have siblings. I’m a perfectionist. I wish my life was a musical. My ears are pierced. I like techno music. I think I’m a good person. I’ve had surgery. I bite my nails. I like sunny days. I watch Hannah Montana. I don’t like chocolate. I’m a health freak. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I love to dress up. I like neon colors. I believe in God. I read fanfiction. My razor is blue. I own a lot of stuffed animals. I’ve had sex on the first date. I’ve seen the Northern Lights. My toenails are painted. I’ve been in love. I always do my homework. I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender. I’ve cried myself to sleep before. I can speak more than three languages. I’ve accidentally caught something on fire. My toothbrush is green. I’ve laughed out loud today. I’m a student. I’ve smoked weed. I can do the splits. I drink coffee. I have a driver’s licence. I have dated my best friend’s ex. I am currently in my pajamas. I would rather swim in the ocean than a lake. I cry easily. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I’ve been called a slut. I have scars. I love my friends. I’ve had braces. I’m online 24/7. I like sushi. I live in a small town. I often hide my emotions. I have read a Jane Austen novel. I have long hair. I love to shop. I like being the center of attention. I’ve seen my favorite movie more than ten times. I’m sarcastic. I’m picky about grammar. I am a morning person. I’ve been to Africa. I’ve hugged a stranger. I worry too much. I read the labels on the shampoo bottle. I’m wearing a black shirt. I’m an excellent cook. I love scary movies. I have been to over five countries. I’m a dreamer. I have freckles. I am currently in a relationship. My favorite song makes me cry. I use “lol” in real-life conversations. I am shy around the opposite sex. I went to camp as a kid. I have gotten stitches. I’ve fallen asleep in class. I like pizza. I would consider living abroad. I love Disney movies. I have a tattoo. I’ve run a red light. I wear contact lenses. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. My biological parents are still together. I have more than two piercings. I open up to others too easily. I’ve consumed alcohol. I am left-handed. I’ve had a crush on someone of the opposite gender. I’ve skipped an entire day of school. I believe in ghosts. I’ve been skiing. I’m addicted to Facebook. I feel strongly about equal rights. I shower every day. I can play a musical instrument. I am happy with my life. I have been cheated on. I have danced in the rain. I would rather take the picture than be in the picture. My days are fast-paced. I sleep on my side. I can’t dive without plugging my nose. I am a television addict. I’ve kissed someone and regretted it. I believe in Santa Claus. I have many regrets. I read for fun. I’ve participated in a snowball fight. I’ve been in a play. I nap a lot. I have low self-esteem. (a little) I’m good at remembering faces. I have ran into a glass/screen door. I use my fingers to do simple math. I bite my lip when I’m nervous. I have a good singing voice. I swear a lot. I’ve been in a fist fight. I’ve had my heart broken. I’m prone to getting colds. I have betrayed a friend. I’m stubborn. I wish I could fly. I have had a dream come true. I believe in myself.

#72 - cruel wonderland.

2010-04-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

hehehehe back for another post today ~
realised that i have been posting quite regularly, but have not been watching hello baby regularly. hmph i hate it when i miss an episode ):
and seriously, now, i think im turning into one big bitch. i can like totally bitch/gossip about you right in front of anyone's face including the person's face luh OMG. what am i turning into zzz ;_;

anyway, today we went to jurong island, and just like what elma had said, "jurong island's all about pipes, pipes, and more pipes."
in short, it's BORING. who cares about being a civil engineer when you already know that studying a combination of chem bio geog is not going to get you into engineering?! zzz this is totally meaningless and boring and i totally dont feel like going anymore. not even when you give me a million. but for 10 million bucks, i consider it for you. (:

OMG this sucks i can feel lightning and thunder every now and then as i type it. i hope my com doesnt explode T_T OMG OMG OMG this is so freaking scary i dont wanna go for tuition later T^T
tuition sucks big time man. just like how they say it, "싫어."

aish shall go watch hello baby now byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#71 - embrace, laugh, dance till we fall.

2010-04-14T20:51:00.004+08:00

OMG OMG i feeel the desperate need to post when i saw this --

i bet everyone will be going, "wah liao not again."
HAHAHAHA i dont care hehe (: i think it's nice it's nice OMG and i just had my maths test today. it was ... ok, but i think i kinda screwed it up.who cares man? results are NOT (i repeat -- NOT) everything in your life so i look down/despise people who cry over their exams. (ok, but maybe it doesnt apply for people who i love dearly. ;D)

and and and and and .....

DONGHAE OPPA UPDATES LIKE THAT MUCH THAT I HAVE CONFIRMED THAT HE'S ADDICTED TO TWITTER.

hohoho another suju member joining the twitter family
!now Twelfs can like translate both Shindong oppa's tweets and donghae oppa's tweets :D pft i hope kyubb joins in the family too! ):
then i will (yes i swear i will) persuade daddy to get me a iphone/blackberry so that i can check kyubb's updates like anytime, anywhere WOOHOO :D

oh yea, and one more thing before i go off.
did you know .....

that emily (yes emily from 3F) has a boyfriend?! apparently steph says the guy's fat and ugly too, so i dont feel pathetic for myself anymore. that's because .....

Birds of the same feather flock together.

HAHAHAHA i will not join that flock, 'cos apparently, i think, im not THAT fat and THAT ugly. (:
(and oh, im not that desperate!)

HAHAHA byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

that's because, im still waiting for you. (:
waiting, for your reply.

#70 - I love you with my life.

2010-04-13T22:49:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG I feel that i have the need to post after watching this (even though i have maths test tmr haha)

this is super super hot OMFG. grrrrrrrrrr im super duper uper jealous now.ARGH! gahhhhhh.i shall try to earn some money HAHAHA ~

wohohohoho i will be rich AHHHAHAHA :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

hahaha i love donghae oppa, he updates his twitter so often hehe (:

#69 - crazy ideas you have make me laugh my head off.

2010-04-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

hohohohoho back for another post ;D
something real nice to show you guys ;D

taemin's family tree xD i was laughing my ass off, seriously. esp the part where it says "tired grandpa". he looks real scary, and im not joking.

bling jonghyun's ;D laughing my head off too (: I WANT THE SEXY DAD TYVM.

key's! :D super cute and hilarious ;D CIGARS?!?!

minho's.not really very nice, but yea. (: "I know everything" brother totally spoils his image HAHAHA :D

ONEW's :D OMG freaking funny esp the part when it says "out-of-his-mind second youngest brother" HAHAHAHA :D

hohoho not good not good.this is totally spoiling their image :O

but i dont care anymore HAHAHA :D this is super hilarious can!

this video that im showing now, IS REAL HOT.PLEASE DO NOT NOSEBLEED.

aaaaaaaaaaaah isn't it hot?!?!

ok forget it.people seems to not understand the beauty of it.

aish.

shall go type my letter for my mortal now ~

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

#68 - bitter always comes before sweet arrives.

2010-04-08T16:07:00.005+08:00

boooo back for another post ~ ;D
look at this omfg (:

geeeeeesh kyubb looks real cute in there ):
im totally regretting not going to SS2 Malaysia ):<
RAWR. all mummy's fault luh!saying we not gonig malaysia geesh.in the end we went, and we went in the night, on the day of 20th March, sujubb's SS2 Malaysia. wah damn pissed mans ): asdfghjkl!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah im not gonna miss it anymore when thay have their 4jib/SS2 Singapore.
I SWEAR.

and watch this!
this make me tear like mad ):

this made me cry too ):
OMG and donghae was so cute at the back (:

this is super touching too (:
esp the kyubb accident part ;_;

off to watch yunhanam and hello baby ~
byeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

#67 - recurring memories.

2010-04-05T21:20:00.006+08:00

hello back for another post (:
went to Coolzone today with astrid right after school.
pooooof she collected her Super Junior 1st Asia Tour DVD plus Sorry Sorry Repackaged album while i looked in envy. ):
i wanna buy ... but ..... IM BROKE THAT'S THE PROBLEM.
pffffffffffffffff shall strive to save more money to buy skincare products, suju merchandise, wallets, fashion goods, blah blah blah.
and i guess one more problem is ... too much things to buy.so please, for those who are having a hard time trynig to find me a present, please do not hesitate to buy all the stuff listed just now, 'cos i'll love you even more hehe :D

after that we took mrt plus bus home and then,
this kind malay auntie held her umbrella for us when we got down the bus.she was even more kind to actually share her umbrella with astrid hehe (:

saw it? HAHAHAHAHA ~ (:

and a sad news following after this ....

HELLO BABY IS FILMING IT'S LAST EPISODE -- EPISODE 12 ON APR 4.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ): i'll miss SHINee and my son yoogeun a lot ): shall post a few images of them here to commemorate this fantabulous variety show (and i havent had my fill yet RAWR ):< ) --

HAHAHA whenever i see this i go LMAO :DDD

Tunnel play! ♥

OPPA !!!!!!!! ~~~ this is super cute man :D (even wuhanyu agrees with me!)

merong ~~

Jonghyun's favourite skinship game. ♥

I think the members will cry like this when yoogeun leaves ...

and i bet ....
my son's gonna cry like this.

aissssssh. this will be real sad later ):
i think i'll cry too. awwwwwwwwww.
ok, off to watching hello baby! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#66 - the crying times we had together.

2010-04-04T16:53:00.017+08:00

Happy Birthday My Jewel Guy -- Lee Hyuk Jae (eunhyuk) ♥
Happy Birthday Wong zengfeng (:

ok im real pissed now.read this --

{ARTICLE} What you see isn't true - SJ isn't a happy group (by kELFs)

read this and you'll understand why im pissed.

seriously, netizens, GET A LIFE. please dont fire celebrities just because you're bored or whatsoever.do you know that these comments that you give to them may mean little to you, but it means a lot to them. just because you like it, they suffer emotional problems and more. just because you like it, they can even think of suicidal. and how can you ask heechul or kyubb to kick the bucket after they have suffered such a terrible accident?!

I THINK YOU ALL SHOULD BE THE ONES KICKING THE BUCKET.

zzzzzz.shall not be overreacted with all those brainless netizens. (:

hehehehe shall post pictures of zengfeng's presents ;D

on a lighter note,

Boys In City 3 Hong Kong + DVD + Limited Poster is sold for SGD68 ~

super cheap can.original price -- USD64.99 ):
and the price above (the SGD de) is already inclusive of the shipping fee! if you all wanna order you can email to coolktime@hotmail.com with following information.

1. Name
2. NRIC / Passport Number
3 Contact Number (Mobile Phone)
4. Residence Address
5. Number of Quantity
6. Pls indicate Super Junior Photobook - Boys In City Season 3 - Hong Kong (Photobook + Poster) @ S$68 under email title

hehehe and also,

HYUK IS TRENDING WOOHOO! ♥

and i see kyubb here HAHA ~ ♥

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ ♥

#65 - scraps of memories we laugh about.

2010-03-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

hehehehe back for another post (:
good news to anounce today!I PASSED MY CA TEST WOOHOO! ;D and i passed it despite not studying my notes plus sleeping at almost 1am the day before. :D
miracle uh? I KNOW. xD it's pretty easy though.just act high, let loose, and that's it! woohoo but the thing that im most anticipating for is the zoo name tag that we're gonna get.it makes me feel as though im part of the zoo staff too! :D
HAHAHA mad love. and oh, im gonna rent a phone.like seriously.i cant stand my phone anymore. BOOOOOOO D;

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#64 - kiss and tell.

2010-03-23T21:56:00.004+08:00

hehe back for another post :D
im supposed to be doing my english oral speech now but i dont care anymore le. it's time for my ..... HELLO BABY! :D
zzzz im getting more and more slack these days tsk tsk. for the holiday homework, i only did my chemistry ones.pro right? :) OK SORRY THIS IS NOT SMTH TO BE PROUD OF. ):<
aiyah.so what?life's all about enjoying ~
and this is where HELLO BABY comes in :D hehehehe!

and oh, i already sent out the email to the Cat Welfare Society to volunteer (:
seems like they havent been checking their email huh? :) hmmmmmmm.i want a job so that i can earn money hehehe :D
shall let you guys see smth (:

hohohoho SHINee was trending just now! :D
and Astrid, screen shot the trends so that it wont make me feel that you're cheating my feelings. (:
pffffffffffff.shall proceed to watch HELLO BABY now (my son!) HAHA :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#63 - scream out loud, 'cos the world will love you back.

2010-03-18T17:41:00.000+08:00

hahaha changed my blogskin (:
pretty happy about it hoho.it's a real pretty one, so im amazed at myself for being such a pro even after months of not playing with html. (:
wheeeeeeeeeeeee SOHWANYIH you rock!!
im gonna (yes i will) find a job for myself hehehe.
a DOG WALKER! or maybe a PET SITTER. :D
i love these kind of jobs hehehehe. being in contact wtih animals, and it's quite a easy job i must say.
so, anybody wanna hire me? (:
$10 is all i want from 1 day of dog walking.
cheap uh? :D hahaha so pay me and i'll pet sit/walk your dog for you! (but i dont want dogs like Coral -.-)

HAHAHA.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#62 - lovely things you do light up my day.

2010-03-17T10:08:00.002+08:00

wheeeeeeee back for an early post :D
going out for shopping later, so back for a short one.
LOOK AT THIS HEHEHE.
IM GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ~ :D

one of my favourite songs - "Romeo+Juliette" (:

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

#61 - The little things I can do for you.

2010-03-16T21:39:00.001+08:00

back for another post, but this time, it's a sad one.
because i have a sad announcement to make.

Hankyung's confirmed that he's terminating his contract with SM entertainment.

im crying my eyes out now.
this is the sadddddddddddddest thing than can happen to sujubabys.
can't imagine how my sujubabys will survive w/o him.
oh no.
maybe they'll disband.
OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TT.TT
im bawling my eyes out now. ):
this post shall be one commemoration for hankyungbb. ):

kyungbb, you look so hot here that im crying my eyes out even more now. ):

this is when Hankyung emerged runner up as Asia Most Popular Korean Artiste. ):

this is when heechul and other sujubabys pranked on kyungbb.im missing those times. ):

this was when kyungbb pranked on other sujubbs.sweet times then. (:

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZ.
last note to kyungbb:

"If you're really leaving sujubabys, i'll support your choice and still love you no matter what. ♥ hearts for my bravest kyungbb! (: "

byeeeeeeeee peeps.

#60 - The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

2010-03-15T22:51:00.003+08:00

hehehehe im back for another post!HAHA.
i've found out a special way to dedicate my love for SHINee too!
and the way is, HERE.
shall show you a very nice video which i think is super sweet. (:

HEHE. :D
woohoo woohoo woohoo!
LOVES ♥
my love for shinee has grown more now. (:
hehe.
ending with my favourite boy in SHINee,

byeeeeeeeeeeees. ; ♥
(and no, i still love kyubb!)

#59 - I hate you, I love you.

2010-03-06T23:31:00.004+08:00

back for another post hoho. (:
today was story challenge auditions, and there are 2 RV teams.
but the results ..........
our group lost.wtf.
asdfghjkl.

anyway, on a lighter note,

today's SS2 in Shanghai woohoo!

:D :D
hoho. (:
i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go RAWR.
this is so pissing off.
and i want to go for SS2 in M'sia on march 20 ):
but there's zoo training and then there's also story challenge semi finals and finals.
argh.
i hate it when suju babys dont come to singapore for SS2. ):
eeeeeeeeeeee.
but i do have a few photos of suju babys having SS2 in taiwan though.
hoho (:
photos wheeeeeeeeeee :

hohoho shindong and kyubb ♥

HAHAHA. :D

HOHO.nice one (Y)

DONGHAE ♥

hohoho. love this mans :D

shall continue posting more next time!

byeeeeeeeeees ;♥

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#58 - Get crazy, get wild.

2010-02-12T22:11:00.001+08:00

back for another post wheee!

Happy Belated Birthday Horse Siwon! ♥
shall post about the things that happened today.
my lovely bully, astrid, peeled her foot skin in the class today and threw it everywhere.
wanna see the pictures? :D

THIS WOMAN IS SO DISGUSTING IDK WHAT TO SAY ABOUT HER. o.o
and she literally throws the skin everywhere EEW.
then the skin's like super big and disgusting -.-
shall post the pictures on some other day cos blogger's got a bit problem.
aaaaaah.
listen to this!

doesnt kyubaby's voice sound nice?
I KNOW I KNOW OMG. :D
his voice is probably the best in Super Junior ~
OMG i totally love my kyubaby. ♥
totally dont understand why people like to ignore him and treat him as though he's invisible. o.o
HELLO W/O KYUBABY SUJU IS LIKE TOTALLY NOTHING. o.o
er.
dont try to condemn my words, what i meant was if kyubaby hadn't join suju, suju wouldn't be still so famous.
suju's famous because of their slick dances and their vocals, and kyubaby's one of the main vocalists and one of the very important dancers. :D
see?
so i say suju wouldn't be still so famous w/o kyu. ♥
but HELLO.
dont get mistaken, i love super junior as a whole, not only as kyubaby only. (:
suju cannot have any of the members missing! ):
I LOVE MY SUJU BABYS. :D

shall add another video before ending this post. (:

AAAAAAAH.KYUBABY'S VOICE.
notice when he sings his 假音, it's still so perfect. ♥
LOVE YOU KYUBABY. ♥

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#57 - You're my crazy obsession.

2010-02-10T19:36:00.001+08:00

hellohello peeps :D

im back for another random post yays! o.o

OMG OMG HEAR THIS!

and this:

isn't he cute?

awwwww my kyubaby ♥

i always love you baby!

i love my yihan darling too ;D

ohohoh and i love coming to school early in the morning (:

i reached school with huiwen auntie at 6.20am in the morning!

i feel so accomplished now :D wheeeee!and in the morning, 'cause there's no one on the streets and roads, i sing out loud all my favourite suju songs. (: and the auntie will go, "SHHHHH!OK, SHUT UP."

she's so uncivilised. -.-

HELLO I LOVE SINGING WHEN THERE'S NOBODY. YOU HAVE A PROBLEM THERE AUNTIE?

-.-

so irritating luh!this cannot, that cannot.IDC YOU OK.

it's not like as though i sing out loud songs when it's like 5pm at JE mrt -.-

LOL.

oooh and i bought cheese with astrid today!love loves ♥

yays!cheese are the love ♥

and OH SHIT.

I HAVENT FINISHED MY VALENTINES' DAY PRESENTS.

AND I DIDNT STUDY FOR GEOG TEST TMR.WIN (Y)

lalala.

heck care luh :D

i shall continue with my fandom :D

wheeeee ~ check out this!

"Why we love Cho Kyuhyun!"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJcGe9wP0Vw

isn't it cool?

i love kyubaby because of all these reasons too!

and of course, more than that. (:

but it's a secret!HAH. :D

i shall go school this early everyday.

im a good girl who goes school this early dunnoe for what LOL.

nevermind (:

at least i reached earlier then him and i can sing songs while on the way to school!i love it! :D

HAH.

shall go off now to watch my favourite super junior mini drama ;D

byeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

#56 - Those days, those memories. (Part 2)

2010-02-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

hello hello (:

am coming back for a continuation of my pictures :D

here are the beloved pictures :

my most beloved ones, VSW²FC ♥

a nicer version that was made by veron :D anyways the photo was taken in Marina Barrage :D love loves ♥

my elmo and jiahui's Mr Banana! :D

this was taken during OM when we were painting the props :D and when we washed the cps we all poured them into the drain, forming this nice picture (:

Mid-Autumn festival ~ the prettaye origami lantern that we made as a class ♥

haiinn's Mid-Autumn festival, we did up this stall with this muscular man to help us earn money. (: and we got very wet too!

was taken at Felicia's house :D went to her house to watch Koizora (: and we did this while watching!from the left, novia's present, novia's present, and Cheryl's godfather's present. (: and in the end, we didnt cry at all (except for cheryl) :D

Marina Barrage! ongzhenghan, Alvin and pang jieying ♥

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CLIQUE OUTING. ♥

steph's trying to show the different ways to wear chloe's starry necklace LOL.can you identify them? :D

STEPH LIEW AH. :D

steph and freda ♥

BIG BANG. :D

steph :D THIS WOMAN IS JUST SO ADORABLE. ♥

steph and me LOL. :D

ok!that's all for today. (:

my memories are all loved here. <3

#55 - Those days, those memories.

2010-02-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

whee ~ coming back for a post.
decided to upload all these because they were part of my memories of 2009. (:
watch, and enjoy!

my favourite elmo in the middle of my art project with veron ;D

ongzhenghan bought this specially to make me angry. (:

ongzhenghan's nails!i cut it for him and cut wrongly accidentally. (can you see it?)

NAOMI :D

ongzhenghan! :D

siumin, steph, seowhwee and me at the bus stop (: we were trying to take "ghostly pictures" :D going siumin's house for mahjong that day!

my clique except for steph and with yijin, we went knocking from door to door to sell this. :D

shall upload more next time! bye loves. ♥

2010-01-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

#54 - When you look me in the eyes.

came for a random post. ;D
had a convo with yihan and jiawen darlings just now, and it almost broke into a fight.
OMG.it's super scary can.with jiawen and yihan using capitalised words make me ... stunned.
and when jiawen is like the girl who rarely used capitalised words o.o LOL.
and i threatened to beat them up if they fight. :D LOL.im lame mans ;D

went to plaza sing with yihan darling ytd (: gmask is cool mans!i love it :D im gonna gmask my ipod touch/lappy next time idc xD wheeee ~ the skins look all oh so pretty!i totally love them mans ;D can i like buy the shop or smth? (:
me wanna gmask luh!yays ~ gmask and darlings are the love ♥
ending with a note: i love my baby!

byeeees ~ ♥

2010-01-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

#53 - I as in I Love You, Yihan Darling!

im back! :D
thanks yihan darling for helping me to post this (: my life is crapshit now mans.argh.i dont like it at all now.i still like zf, but he SUCKS sometimes.but i still love him.suckish right? LOL. o.o
using com to watch Goong T now, as recommended by Astrid! :D super funny can (: im downloading it now! yays :D
shall not care so much abt zf anymore :D going off now (:

and, i love you baby! ♥

byeeees ; ♥

2010-01-25T19:54:00.001+08:00

#52 - Y for You know I Loved You

I is yihan and I'm here to help wanyih update again! yay! omg this is to make her blog less dead- -
I shall blog about her embarrassment of smsing zf and he didnt know who she was(Y)

This is major win no seriously, life's tough but for her, her love story's tougher. :D
I told her to ignore him and if he did reply, that means he is actually concerned and interested in you. If he didnt, then he's a douchebag and you can ignore him dear:)

No, he sucks. But wanyih doesnt hate him. Have you any idea asshole?! OMG I'm helping someone complain. But I know the feeling lah. Zzzzz, srsly, screw off douchebags, far far away if you're gonna hurt poor little girls even more.

Baby, stay happy always!

2010-01-24T17:26:00.002+08:00

#51 - T as in Thanks!

HAH.thanks yihan for helping to to revive my blog :D
it looks so pretty now! ahhahaha xD
im pretty lazy, so i wont update often UNLESS i feel like it.
so, anticipate my bloggings!
meanwhile, you can check out my twitter (:
they're daily updated, so dont worry! :D
OMG i sound like a advertiser o.o

uh huh, new year.
but im still in love with zf.
bo bian ):
now even more stronger.
what can i say?
people say it will fade away one day.
but to me, it never will.
whenever i think it goes away, it comes back, and even stronger.
aaah, heck care le.
im gonna replace him one day, but when?
i still dont know it myself.
nvm then , im going back to watch kyubaby xD
buh byeeees ; ♥

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2010-01-24T16:58:00.004+08:00

#50 - O is for OMG.
yes. I am yihan.
And i is here to help wanyih revived her blog! I mean even if her blog's dead, you can take a looking at her twitter. she updates frequently(:

Am I ever so proud to help someone change blogskin. So chio imho :D and since she no tagboard. Made the comments thingy thingy for her (Y) I did that on my own one to! :D Cause tagboard too dead liao mah. Cannot blame anyone.
I should update my own blog too! byebye

2009-10-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

#49 - E for End Of Exams. :D

wheeees ~

hellos people :D

back for some posting :3

today screwed the last paper :X

wth.felt like puking after finishing the paper.

cnt even feel the joy of finishing the EOYs.

after that went out for clique outing :D

clique outing is super cool :D

best ever mans. (:

upload picts next time :D

tml going on date with dearie <3

wheeees ~

gotta go :D

byeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-10-02T14:14:00.000+08:00

#48 - Y for YIHAN! :D

hellos peepo :D
another reviving post :D
having a super hard time typing now :X
cos i cnt see properly the letters -.- (yihan lorh!put all the stickers on the keyboard -.-)

:D
at yihan's house now :D
cos teo huiwen is like in malaysia now -.-
and then shuzhen went out with her friends.
so left me and yihan :D
so went to her house before going to bpp for lunch (:

met the GL zhenghan with wanyi and alvin at the busstop just now -.-
yesterday played a joke on him :D
super fun can xD

ate mac just now :D
then i ate the chilli until stomach uncomfortable -.-
then yihan go home immediately go poo :D

we watching hello kitty now o.o
and we were saying that why can hello kitty they all can talk when they dont even have mouths -.-
scary ><

okays.
going off now :D
short and sweet post <3

2009-09-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

#47 - M is for MAHJONG. :D

today is a blessing in disguise. (sorta)
actually after school i was supposed to go haiinn for the ssat carnival thingy.
but.
i left my stuff in the classroom. -.-
and it was the most important thing needed.
so, yeah.
i sms-ed gigi, saying that i left it in the class.

instead, she called me.
and asked what else could we do without the stuff.
i can do nothing but apologise and apologise.
sorry gigi. :X

so wenta siumin's house.
and played mahjong :D
i finally found someone who plays slower than me :D
that is....

JENN SHYANG! (:

but he quite okay lah.
however, i just dont understand why ppl can play mahjong until sleep -.-
jenn shyang lorh.

next time wanna have major mahjong pia-ing at class chalet :D
our class got 13 plus ppl know how to play mahjong sia :D
super cool xD
then we can open up a few tables and then play overnight :D
this is super cool (:
i think we're gonna have a 5 day 4 night stay at the chalet, so yeah. :D

MAHJONG ROCKS BIG TIME :D
wheeeeeeees ~

4th revival post - DONE.

2009-09-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

#46 - retarded day.

hellos peepo! :D
i decided to call this day "the retarded day" as....
you shall see.

the most retarded thing that happened to me:
i forgot to bring my wallet out.
wth.

and then i was forced to walk all around lot 1 after guitar.
damn.
and stupid library wasnt opened cos "it's a public holiday!" -.-
shit ass.
soi was forced to walk around watsons.

but luckily....
Alvin was there to chat with me.
so practically, i was aimlessly walking around watsons with alvin's voice. -.-
and then, i loitered in watsons for about half an hour.
worse, all the staff were staring at me.
so whatever.
changed place.

and the place was popular.
felt kinda happy as popular was quite big and there're loads of books for me to, um, browse.
so i was kinda, talking to alvin and walking all around popular.
then suddenly alvin was whistling this tune through the phone and it was kinda familiar.
then i realised,
it was Yiruma's "River Flows in Me".
lols.
when i realised it, it was like, at night.
double lols.
and i had this song in my phone since this morning. (sent to me by gigi)
triple lols.
WHY AM I SO RETARDED?! :/

anw, alvin chatted with me for like 1 hour plus. :D
THANKS SO MUCH, ALVIN. :D
he's like so much better than hubert wu.
when i called him, he was like, "uh.yes?i playing mahjong now."
AUNTIE.

hehehs.i shall do this again.

THANKS ALVIN!~ :D

i'm so in love with Yiruma now :D
his tunes are so so so so nice! (:
you rock, Yiruma :D

oh.shall say another random stuff.
dreamt two disgusting dreams yesterday.
shall not say the contents.
cos you'll be disgusted.
cos i am.
so, yeah.

3rd revival post --- DONE! :D

2009-09-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

#45 - update.

updating :D
feeling super bored now.
haiz.
lalalalalala.
peepo's been saying that i post like super.... long ago.
bo bian lah. :X
cnt use com recently.
but i shall try my best (:

this whole week's been feeling super high :D
everytime i feel down, i just look at his photo. :D
brightens me up that way (:
hahas :D

hmmm.
i feel like singing :D
-.- random.
aaaaah.
finished posting (:

2nd revival post - done.

#44 - It's alive again.

2009-09-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

hellos peepo :D
decided to revive this blog again.
it may not seem very possible, but im trying my best for now.
i seriously dont know what to write here, but maybe, somehow, i'll try.

ohkays!
1st new for the day:
I might not be able to go for guitar lessons at haiinn anymore. :/
cos tchr just said if the class dont have a minimum of 10 students, this guitar lesson thingy will offically be CLOSED.
oh damn.
i wanna join siumin they all for guitar lessons but i dont think it's very fair for darick they all.
gigi and karyee dont even feel like joining anymore -.-
jessica also wanna quit :X
i dunnoe what to do now.
oh my gosh. :X

2nd news for the day:
i got a big, fat and disgusting F9 for history.
suckish right?
i totally hate history mans.
history sucks.
im so not gonna take history next year.

3rd news for the day:
new blogskin, new me! :D
(actually trying very hard on the new me part -.-)
new me -- now a super duper mahjong auntie -.-
i like practically have to paly mahjong once a week or else i'll feel super uncomfortable :X
oh mans.
all siumin's fault lorh :D
hahas :D

4th news for the day:
Chloe's mother is offically my godma now. :D
wowness.
practically nothing much to talk about it, except for: wow.

that's all folks! :D
newest updates for the day is here!
but, for those really private ones, so sad, they are not available. :D
1st ever reviving blogpost for the year: COMPLETED.

2009-05-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

#43 - My head hurts from loving you ; but I just can't stop.

hellos peeeepo :D
back for a while only.
sometimes i really feel like closing this blog 'cos i got no time to maintain it ):
haiz.
holidays are coming up super soon :D
and concert is gonna be here soon too ):
now i shall promote the concert :D

RV Yuhua Concert
11th July
Stall tickets cost $12 and circle tickets cost $15 (:
if anybody wanna buy pls inform me by friday :D
thankews :D

gtg ):
byeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-05-04T13:09:00.000+08:00

#42 - Kill me.

helloooooos :D
back after a long long time (:
i think my blog's dying ):
haiz ....
the owner also dying lah ):
im like so drained from the exams ):
kill me.

i just played with the paper during the exams just now (:
wenta draw a voodoo doll on the used yet unwanted paper :D
and wenta curse somebody before locking up the paper.
drew a ghostly papergate keeper to keep it safe too (:
am i lame?
i bet i am.

im bored :/
i wanna scream my head off.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !
dumbass exams ):
i hope the influenza A quickly go to Phase 6 then no need go school :D
bored :/
byeeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-04-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

#41 - Scream the stress away.

hellos peepo ):
today im gonna tell you very sad results.
we got position no. 6 in our LTP 4 Division 2 ):
the LTP was so damn screwed up yesterday.
the structure suddenly went crazy, said "I quit!" and held only 97.5kg.
actually it can hold about 200kg de lehs ):
but our skit was real good :D
the judges seem to like our singing loads (:

spontaneous was good mans :D
the judges laugh at our responses :D
chief judge said that our responses were very creative (:
love it mans :D

ACS is so damn pretty :D
it looks the same as the past three years (:
too bad the senior graduated ):
i wanted to see him badly ):
i want to go ACS!
i shall change sex and change school to ACS :D

gotta run :D
playing neopets halfway through (:
byeeeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-04-06T08:50:00.000+08:00

#40 - I wanted you.

hellos peepo :D
im PONNING haiinn xD
my mum doesnt even know that im not going :D
she's there and im at home xD
i shall reply taggies now :D

zhenghan: hellooooooooos zhenghan :D
someone: helloooooooos wangjunjie :D i'll link you (:
JIAWEN: updated lehs :D
Jocelyn: thankews joce :D love ya :D
nicole: yeah i know nicole :D thankews anw :3
Evan: helloooooooooos evan :D
yiHAN: i totally agree with you, yihan :D
♥ Jieying: but i dun want physics :X i want bio :3
JIAWEN: wah :D jiayous for it then :D
DAPHINEE: hahahs :D "HUMANS" sound better than the "HUMAN-ITIES" :D anw i wasnt planning to take BSP :D i dont like chinese :X
♥ Jieying: hahas :D sented you :D
yiHAN: yup yup :D me too :D

hahahs :D
i replied all my taggies xD
shall go watch Prince of Tennis now until guitar lesson starts :D
byeeeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-04-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

#39 - Laugh my head off.

hellos peepo :D
finally came to update after such a damn long time :D
haiz :X
nowadays damn busy ):
OM competition like coming up in 1 week :X
and we havent fiish our props plus costumes ):
alvin's gonna kill me for that :X
i'll kill myself first if i cnt finish it by TOMORROW, 3/4/09, FRIDAY.

hell ass.
well, i finished science oral presentation, so im a bit more relaxed now.
however, another shit ass geog comes up.
and i have totally NO time to go up to the place.
hell.
why must all the competitions be coming up in this hell ass month?!
and pian pian there is like so damn little time left for me to even sleep or use the com larh :X
so, not really a lot of time to update blog.
psps >_<

gonna zao.
no time to reply tags ler ):
need to have my beauty sleep :P
byeeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-03-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

#38 - 我会等你.

hellos peepo :D
start of March holidays! :D
start of my miserys ):
i have a total of 12 homework this holidays.
can you believe it ?!
and they still called it 'holidays'.
they must be mad in the mind! >_<

trying to recover from a series of cuts in the heart.
uh, not really cuts.
instead, stabs.
well, i think (but not really) i've gotten over the SYF thingy, but i still cry once in a while.
well, it's not really bad! :D
i HAVE NOT, seriously, gotten over him. (freda's gonna kill me for saying this! o.O)
but, that's the truth.
what the hell can i do ?!
it truely sucks loving him.
and the stab gets deeper and deeper each time.
it never heals.
well, bad GPA?
2.8 isnt really bad :D (although it's the lowest among all the GPAs i've got xD)
at least i passed the promotion criteria :D
and i've decided to only get Chem and Bio and History :D
NO triple science for such a dummy like me :D

smileys (:
replies for taggies :D

Kimyeee: thankews :D
yiHAN: Fall by Ina :D nice nice song x) i send you next time :D
JIAWEN: that song damn nice :D anw i love you too jiawen! :D
shuzhen//: aaaaaah ~ thankews :D
♥ Jieying: jieying ilovelove you too! :D
DAPHINEE: nvm lah :D sec 1 come in marhs :X must more zhao gu them :D you also very busy :D
wayne: helloooooooooooos :D
meiling: er hmm ... meiling's a very nice 'senior' :D

aaaaaaah ~
i love ya all peepo :D
byeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-03-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

#37 - 還是一樣.

hellos peepo :D
im back for another short post! :D
uhhh.
just chatted with terence and he mentioned something that made me think for quite a while.

Terence:
u still like zf arh?
WANYIH! (: :
hmmmm.
WANYIH! (: :
why you ask leh?
Terence:
for fun
Terence:
LOL
WANYIH! (: :
lols -.-
WANYIH! (: :
i dunnoe lehs :X
WANYIH! (: :
it's complicated :X

yeah.
really.
it's damn complicated for me now ):
i dunnoe what im thinking :X
kill me peepo.

oh yeah :D
i bought a new guitar for the guitar lessons that started yesterday :D
it's pretty :3
love <3
GUITARS ARE THE LOVE. <3

gotta blast :D
byeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-02-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

#36 - 突然好想你.

Happy Birthday Terence! :D

hellos peepo :D
today's our dear chairperson's birthday sia :D
(and he still acted emo during HE -.-)
the class gave him a black A3 folded into half de birthday card sia :D
the paper is Tan Wan Yi buy de :D
cheers!
the pens and paint markers is i go run around to borrow de lah :D
cheers for me too!
credits should also give to Huiling and Yihan for their fab pens and paint markers :D
thankews :D

zhenghan late for school today lahs :D
he woke at 7AM TODAY. :O
now, how pro can that be? :D
and he was caught by Brandon Wee lahs :D

hahs :D
zhenghan emo-ing in class today lahs ):
made me go almost zi bi lah :x
just because vanessa tan dao him o.O
haiz ):
poor kid :x
maybe vanessa tan never see him bah?
but i can SEE that vanessa tan running away from him ):
sad kid :x
haiz.
then i almost zi bi-ing with him lah :D
i was shutting the windows near me and said to him, "I zi bi liao."
then he was like, "Diao!"
LOLS.
then after that he was like, "eh.very hot lehs."
and forced me to open the windows :x
UH.NO FUN.

today we had Champs :D
then we were supposed to show a person's photo and say abt that person.
then i showed Steph de photo.
then she was like, "omg!" and slumped in the chair emo-ing :D
cos i put the photo that i took when we were in Kiddy Palace buying swimming suits :D
and she was touching (uh, stroking actually) the "pregnant" model's belly xD

im so addicted to 五月天 lahs :D
i love the song "噢买尬" (Oh my god)!
so cute lahs :D
so damn nice :D
random -.-

tags replied :D

Novia: ohkays :D
JIAWEN: but syf more important mah ):
wayne: hahas :D you like it ah? xD thankews anw :D
Evan: hahas :D thankews Evan :D
-- jieying (: no lah :D you not bad you know?anw, thankews :D
seOwhwEe: hahs :D thankews seowhwee :3
hubertJIAWEN:uh.but i dont rmb le :x
Sharmini: Happy Belated Valentines Day too ♥

gotta blast :D
byeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-02-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

#35 - Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy.

hellos peepo :D
im back for the day! :D
im currently so addicted to Skip Beat! <3
it's so damn nice (and idiotic) :D
muhahahas :D

uh.
so boring these few days :x
cant help but worrying about OM :x
guess that we competing with strong schools like RGS, ACS, Hwa Chong and NYGS ):
aw ):
and our group is still so SLACK :x
ahhh ~
cant help but worry :x

haiz.
i think im becoming a zai nu lorh :x
always staying at home and alaways doing nothing :x
haiz ):
so BORING.

nvm.
i think i'll go now :D
byeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-02-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

#35 - So fall out my mind, out of my heart.

hellos peepo :D
suddenly felt like posting :D

cant help but feeling damn depressed now lah.
i nvr get into syf lorh.
syf clashes with OM spontaneous.
so unfair ):
i want go syf as well as spontaneous ):
then i can say "hellooooos! :D" to my goooood gooood kuppan and Thomas :D
then say "hellooooos! :D" to the ACS senior that took my team to the spontaneous room twice for the two years :D
but i want to help RVCB to win something.
be it just crochets or quavers.
they mean something to me.
they mean that i helped the band to at least achieve something.
maybe i'll see daphine crying when we dont get gold, but i dont mind crying with her.
maybe i'll see sebby crying when we dont get gold, but i dont mind crying with him.
maybe i'll see daphine crying for joy when we get gold or gold with hons (quite impossible), but i dont mind crying with her.
maybe i'll see sebby crying for joy when we get gold or gold with hons (quite impossible), but i dont mind crying with him.
i just want to help the band to win something.
simply, i just want to help the band to play.
or even simply, i want to be part of the band.
maybe i really play too soft.
but i'll try my best.
i'll try, try, try and try.
all i want is to get in and be part of the band.
do you understand?

ahh ~
feeling so comfortable after saying all this out :D
i cried when i was walking out of the school's gate with Sharon on tues.
cried until quite a mess, but at least i feel more comfortable now.
chatted with hubert too.told him everything that's kept in my heart for months.
at least someone knows how i feel.
thanks hubert :D

gotta blast :D
byeeeees ; ♥

2009-02-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

#34 - Everything went so wrong.

ohmytian.
im not going to start with "Happy valentine's day peepo!" now.
i dont have the mood to do this now.
i only want to say this,

Oh, fcuk.

my msn acc was hacked :x
and when i tried to get in, they said my password was wrong.
the idiotic person who's doing this must find it very fun now.
does the person even have a heart?
im feeling so miserable now ):
i lost all my beloved contacts :x
youre mean you know, person.
why do you have to make me lose my contacts on Valentine's Day?
shitass you .
you'll have retribution! ):

i hate this.
erm, peepo, if you see this, can you add me at here:

wanyih-@hotmail.com

thankews :D

gotta blast :D
byeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-02-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

#33- I'll try.

hellos peepo :D
i just cutted my hair!
and it sucks big time ):
the stupid hairdresser cutted my beloved fringe into shreds(?) -.-
and i took 15 mins to tie my hair today! ):
RAWR.

i was like walking to the bus stop then huiwen saw my screwed up hair and started laughing -.-
wth.
teo hui wen, last time you cutted your fringe i also never laugh at you larh! >:(
aw ):
and when the class saw my hair they were like commenting about it lah.
ying liao lorh ):

hey Klarinutz peepo ):
can all of you please appear for morning runs?
we seriously need more peepo to go.
if nobody is running, then what will happen to that 2.4km timing table thingy?
and sebby's sure gonna kill us :x

veronn's an evil girl! >.<
when i was walking back from the art room to class, i was complaining to veronn that my left big toe hurts.
then she said, "I hope your big toe will break off. :D" and she grinned -.-
wah liao!
and when i reached home, guess what i saw on my left big toe?
1 damn big blister.
oh hell.
and i was so dumb to break it and now it's hurting even more :x

OM rocks today :D (although it kinda sucks a bit without angie :x)
we did structure testing plus play rehearsal :D
then Mr Oh cannot understand what our play is talking about :x
and i filled up a sheet of foolscape paper with my smilies :D
our structure only can hold 45kg :x
but nevermind :D
im going out on Valentine's Day :D (to buy props with huiling and angie :D)
i wonder how will we look on the streets carrying props stuff when couples are like everywhere?!
LOL.

gotta go now :B
byeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-02-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

#32 - Bye bye once again.

hellos peepo :D
im back for another post! :D
today i had my tuition and i almost got lost -.-
wth lah.
it was at sembawang and at canberra sec.
and i was totally the "huh.wth." face when they arranged my class there.
then i had to call hubert wu to guide me to canberra sec :x
i feel like a "lu chi" :3

then after my tuition classes, i tried to walk back to the mrt and i got LOST.
then i called hubert wu and his dad picked up.
WTH.
then his dad was like,"why do you need to find hubert?"
then i said,"for homework purposes."
then he gave hubert the phone and i was there almost breaking down but relieved that he got the phone :3
i described the place to him, and he had totally no idea where am i.
and he even wanted me to walk back to canberra sec.
o.O
then finally he knew where am i.
wah.

then i was walking home from the mrt station when i saw this really cute cat :3
then i went forward to stroke it and pat it.
after that when i tried to walk off, THE CAT CHASED ME.
WTH.
i run like siao back home lah.
but i know the cat wants to have fun :3
i was practically grinning and running back home (almost like a lunatic :x)

didnt swim today cos just recover from fever.
was sitting down there doing hw (so guai rights?)
and HUBERT WU PANG-SEHED ME.
HUBERT WU, A-BISH!
YOU @#&%*?!
ohkay la.
at least you helped me go home :D

gotta blast now!
byeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-01-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

#31 - You're the one I need.

hellos peepo :D

just came back from malaysia :D

seriously, i just hate the new custom

my sis says it's "zhong kan bu zhong yong" which i seriously agree lah.

the new custom's pretty, but it's like F1 track like that (described by my cousin).

must walk very far to reach City Square ):

just now i saw the msg left by wayne at the tagboard and i feel so damn touched :D

she says ," lol.2E missed you xDD HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRR (:"

wowness (:

the class miss me sia (x

im seriously grinning right now! (:

and oh daphine, im sorry fro not going to sectionals today ):

i was at malaysia and my phone battery was flat ):

so, i didnt see anyone's msg until i reached home which was like 6 plus.

ps :x

and this is what i found in my phone:

Yihan forcing Jiawen's soft toy to eat her chewing gum -.-

Jennshyang's sweet note of "Thanks" to me and veronn :D

my name de Before :D (done by veronn)

my name de After :D (done by veronn)

my sweet cousins Yanyan and Junfeng ♥;

Qihong! ♥

Junfeng! ♥

my sis de bdae cake :D

gotta blast now :D

there's school tml ):

byeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-01-27T12:53:00.000+08:00

#31 - 你不是真正的快乐.

Happy Belated Birthday Jiaqi Ahmah! ♥
Happy Belated Birthday Nicole Tay! ♥
Happy Belated Birthday Alisia! x)
Happy Belated Birthday Ravi Ahgong! ♥

hellos peepo :D
im blogging from malaysia x)
i'll be back in s'pore on wed :D
and im NOT going to school on wednesday x)
so, peepo, dont miss me kays? x)

no peepo, im not slacking ohkays?
i DID practice my baby bass clar :D
and i got scolded by my mum for playing when everyone's so busy -.-
hahahs :D

im currently so addicted to pandas now :D
im like bringing my cousin's panda with me wherever i go x)
i love ~ pandas x)
and i discovered something in school sia.
mdm choo adore pandas sia x)
that means she love me lehs xD
LOL.

shanshan's touching the laptop now -.-
she's wanting me to type worngly but she just can :B
ta da da :D
im so pro (as if man) :D

五月天 rocks man!
i loe their latest album x)
nicenicenice :D

gotta blast now :D
byeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-01-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

#30 - It's not easy to tell you goodbye.

hellos people :D
after tremendous requests of posting, i finally came! ;D
aw ):
i dont really have the time to post all the time you know ):

life sucks.
homeworks always piling up, and i always dont have the ability to juggle all this ):
band's pressurising too ):
and i'll be so grateful if i just get high fever or something.
at least it gives me a break and rest.
the fever's almost coming, but it's always so mild ):

oh gosh.
im putting a lot of sad faces here.
aw ):
but at least i perk up and motivate myself with him :D
and he's always so near me :D
the sight of him just makes me go on (:

yiHAN: post le :D
JIAWEN: simple then nice mah :D
DAPHINEE: ohh ....
yiHAN: YihanYihanYihan!
shuzhen//: yo!
32: LOL! -.-
yiHAN: yihan!yihan!yihan!yihan!
JIAWEN: JIAYOU JIAWEN!
Evan: but i like your craps :D
MINHAN: you too :D jiayous in nanhua (:
DAPHINEE: i love Daphine too (:

im trying my best for syf .
sometimes i really hope syf to come and go as fast as possible.

do i sound emo?
aw ):
byeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-01-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

#29 - When a heart breaks no it don't break even.

hellos peepo :D
i decided to post cos our deardear jieying requested it :D
there are quite a lot of changes in my year 2 life now.

1st - I got into OM with alvin for CID :D (and oh daphine, im so dead. the competition is in April.when all the SYF and the exams just rush over and says, "Hi wanyih :D you're so dead in April.")

2nd - I've become the IRP rep of the class! (i decided to retire from AV rep after doing it for 4 years :D)

3rd - I've become more lao liao lah. (lao until i feel so damn tired everyday after school. something like want die but havent die :D)

4th - Terence and Tan Wanyi became the chairpersons of 2E :D (so congrats terence :D you're so dead.)

aiyoh ):
this kinda stuff is making me so dead.
Wanyih, jiayous for the year :D
im gonna brace myself up for the year :D (especially when daphine's leaving me all alone in band ): )
and oh yeah, i got epicus from daphine le!
those who need epicus pls get it form daphine :D

that's all :D
byeeeeeees ; ♥

2009-01-03T15:57:00.000+08:00

#28 - I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.

hellos peepo :D
first day of school sucks.
seriously.

the first thing that sucks the most is our class bond.
it is seriously so not united.
just take the orientation for example.
i always thought the class would be more united after Keith Teo's insults.
however, no.
seems like his insults were real insulting and true.
what happened to 2E?
the class that cheered and played as one during E&C week?
the class who went against Keith Teo's insults as one?
where's the class now?
oh, fcuk.

the 2nd - Keith Teo's taking us again.
dammit.
just cant seem to shoo him off.

the 3rd - sebby said that the national anthem and school song was played badly.
well, i cant do anything about that.
i did my best.

4th - Ms Chan's considering to play Overture No.2 .
that's my real weak spot.
i think i might just die if she really choose that.
i might not get into SYF too.
and i want to.
for the first time, i wanted something so badly.
demoralised.

today we had band practice.
damn fun :D
woke up like 6am and feeling real tired.
wenta school with huiwen and yihan.
did drills and morning exercise before going for sectionals.
kaizhen passed us a paper each for us to help us in tuning :D
we tuned chromatics and wrote them down on it.
kaizhen said it was made by sebby (no wonder it looked so chim!)
i only have a flat note :D
the others are real normal :D
the sec 2s - me, jieying, yihan, nicole and jiawen with daphine played Overture No. 2 together :D
and jiayi was pissed off with people borrowing her pens that she charge us 10 cents for using her pens :D

during attendance, when daphine was asking for absentees, kaizhen said "erica".
and daphine went "erica's in percussion le."
after that when rachel was like announcing the latecomers, then she said, "Erica from Clarinets"
suddenly everyone looked so glum.
everyone was so happy today without erica lah.
why must erica spoil our fun?
she is she, we are we.
we are more bonded without her lah.maybe without junjie too.
shoo, erica.i hope that's with junjie too.

gotta go now :D
byeeeees ; ♥ (hope i dont sound so emo :D)

2009-01-01T15:40:00.000+08:00

#27 - We can make it if you want to.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPO :D

hellos peepo :D
back for another nice long (maybe?) post :D
tmr will the 1st day of school AGAIN.
and im fretting over the "uniform or p.e." problem.
my deardear felicia say "peepo, wear pe."
my deardear sebby bm say "peepo, wear uniform."
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?
hell.

nvm :D
this yr my deardear jnrs having PSLE :D
shall threaten them to RV :D
RV RV ~
then can see them everytime :D
lalala ~

tmr must go sch so early :x
and huiwen was like "SHIT.i havent memorise."
HAHAHA.
congrats worh.
she shall die like ~~~ i also dunnoe how say.
dead meat worh.

and our dear sebby bm also wanted to scare me to death.
during tues, he said,"peepo, you all shall come to sch at 0630."
and he hang that retard smile on his face.
OMG?!
you know what time the earliest mrt comes?
0545 like that lehs :x
then go sch also need like 1 hr ~

then after that everyone protest :D
then he change to 0645 to 0700 :D

oh yeah.
on the bus during tues, yihan said this to me.
"you know you and evan always crap a lot?
i dont even understand what you two talking abt lah.
both of your craps are even crappier than mine.
then you all can crap so much lah."

after she say then i realise that lorh.
me and evan can talk loads of random stuff :D
and we just made fun of erica's sister on tues :x
hahs :D
i think i more close to him than yijun :D

i shall reply taggies :D

Jocelyn: you too :D
DAPHINEE: ohhh ~
-- jieying (: hahs :D
Kimyeee: he should make good use of it :D
yiHAN: ohkays :D
DAPHINEE: SMILEEEEEE :D
Evan: you too :D
JIAWEN: yeah lah :D
yiHAN!: yeah lah :D

lalalas ~
i should go now :D
byeeeees ; ♥

2008-12-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

#26 - I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest.

Merry xmas people :D

it's christmas :D

i got loads of christmas presents from loads of people :D
here are some of them :

a chocolate mirror from Daphine ~ :D

present from Farah! :D

nice bottle and card from Kengning :D

half eaten snowman chocolate from yanhan :D

there are still more!

of course, there are nice SMS-es from people too :D
and i got one real weird one from Shahin uncle :

"Merry christmas!

Start chionging maple and dota! Got double exp!

Woo hoo!"

LOLS.

and another from sebby :

"Sorry may i noe who is this?Btw, MERRY XMAS! Hv a nice xmas!"

wow-ness. sebby treats strangers so well -.-

心寒 ~ :x

deardear sebby, that xmas sms was sent by your nicenice bass clar jnr o.0

and i tot everyone has the Klarinutz contact list -.-

yesterday wenta pri class gathering :D

met kengning, joan, huixin, xunlin, justinn, isaac brother, shahin uncle, CHR half-bro and yanzhang daddy :D

watched "The day the earth stood still" at AMK Hub :x

bleahs. the movie nt nice derhs.

then we were like "quarelling" abt where we should eat.

then the guys were like "no money lah ~ eat instant noodles from Cheers larhs ~"

abbish.

then the girls gt fed up and wenta eat Pepper Lunch :D

the guys went back to cwp to buy lunch :x

then "Santa Claus" yanhan came :D

me, joan and kengning gt presents from yanhan :D

thankews yanhan :D

after that Joan dragged us to buy presents :D

she say want buy bdae presents for me and kengning cos we gt give her :D

then we walked from AMK Hub to Northpoint then to cwp :D

then we still nvr buy anything -.-

then me, joan and kengning went window shopping at cwp :D

after that we bought bubbletea then wait for Kengning's boyf :]

then me and joan was like comparing daddy and kengning's boyf :D

after that bus-ed home with kengning, her boyf and joan :D

wow ~

this post is so long :D

i shall make it longer :D

reply taggies ~

nicole: MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :D
yihan~: MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
JIAWEN: MERRY CHRISTMAS :D
-- jieying (: MERRY CHRISTMAS :D
-- jieying (: ooooh ~ sorry jy D:
yihan~: me three -.-
JIAWEN: i think so too xD
JIAWEN: nonono , 小四 more shuai :D LMAOS.
Charmaine: yeah :D hellos ~
yiHAN~: MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ YIHAN
shuzhen//: HELLO! i know you :D
JIAWEN: byebye jiawen D:
-- jieying (: tsk.you should have come then it would be 4 pairs of sexy legs :D
yiHAN~: BOO YIHAN! xD
JIAWEN: HELLOHELLO! :D

better go now before i receive load of bad eggs at me :x

byeeeeeeeees ;♥

maybe my heart doesnt hurt that bad anymore.

2008-12-22T11:32:00.000+08:00

#25 - silence is ruining us.

hello peepo :D
im back from the band camp! ♥
it's so fun and nice :D

i want to credit people for this tremendously fun band camp :
the most beloved junior band excos ;
the beloved senior band excos ;
and our absolutely beloved seniors :D

thankews for everything that you have done for the band :D
without you guys, the camp would not be so successful and thrilling (:

the investiture was real great too :D
and the speech given by the seniors are all real great :D
and omg!
i miss mrs chak :x
she's leaving the school :x
she wouldn't teach 1E (or i suppose 2E) maths anymore :x
and she wouldnt be my from tchr anymore D:
farewell, mrs chak :x

i guess my favourite part of the camp is the games bah :D
especially the string bass girl games :D
although it's a bit freaky, but screaming with daphine and the other Klarinutists are real fun :D
Gimling and wenhui's acting are real good too :D
gimling's zi bi so scary cans?
and wenhui is a real funny sweeper :D
chaiying 死的好惨 ah ~
hahs :D

the musical tests are fun too :D
during the letter twister, i held sebby's hand and in came a tremendous impact.
jieying stared at me like im a freak :x
wenhui was like scolding sebby this, "How dare you hold other girl's hand in front of my face ???"
LOLS.

loads of photos were taken during the camp :D
someone quickly upload them :D
i wanna see them ~

recently wenta Klarinutz blog and saw this quote.

" Life is a lot like a clarinet.
You've got your ups and your downs, highs and lows.
There are the seemingly meaningless days of the throat tones between F and B flat.
There are the high notes of days full of worthwhile risks.
Then there are squeaks where everything seems to fall apart in your face.
There are stunning crescendos and monotonous mezzo pianos.
Major, good days; minor, bad days.
A complex system of keys and holes to cover.
So many choices due to alternate fingerings; some are better than others.
The soft, calm days of the chalumeau register.
Some days you're in tune, some days you sound like a dead goose.
Yes, life is like a clarinet.
It'll always turn out right in the end, just like the beautiful final note in a Carnegie Hall solo. "

i truly agree with this cans?
it's so nice :D
im looking forward to SYF :D
let us show SYF how great can RVCB be ! xD

this is a real long post man :x
nvm :D
stopping here :D
byeeeeees ; ♥

2008-12-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

#24 - I don't wanna lose you.

hellos peepo :D
im back for a nice post!

and oh yea, i watched twilight alr! :D
Robert Pattison is damn shuai :D
so pei with Kristen Stewart :D
but i think Alice is the most cutest among the Cullens :D
go Alice! <3

i gotta go now :D
byeeeeees ; ♥

2008-12-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

#23 - Is this the way it ends?

Happy birthday short people! :D
yes,yes, my friend :D

im talking about you!
oh, dont give me that -.- face D:
see, i promised you i would say happy birthday to you :D
oh, come on, SMILE (:

today we had section outing :x
and p a t h e t i c a l l y , only 9 people came.
we wenta ate the blue jelly me, jieying and yihan made :D
after that we watched Bolt :D
then erica and lihua left.
and then we went to play with water :D
and took some photos :D

Klarinuts! :D

yihan, nicole and me :D

tmr is the yuhua's POP :D
im SO looking forward to it :D
ohohoh :D
and TWILIGHT IS PG!
i so wanna watch it :D

gotta go :D
byeeeeees ; ♥

2008-12-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

#22 - 就在那一瞬间,我仿佛听见了世界崩溃的声音.

hellos peepo :D
im back for some posting :D
im feeling PROUD of myself now :D

i just finished a chinese novel which is like damn thick to yihan in 2 days :D
wahahas xD
it's real touching and nice cans?
it's called 《1995-2005夏至未至》 and i love it loads :D
i love this part most:

那个男孩,教我会成长
那个女孩,教会我爱
他们曾经出现在我的生命里
然后又消失不见
可是,我不相信他们是天使
他们是世间最普通的男孩和女孩
所以我就一直这么站在香樟树下等待着
因为我相信,他们总有一天会回来
回来找我,教会我更多的事

and

所有的爱,所有的恨,所有大雨里潮湿的回忆,所有的香樟,所有的眼泪和拥抱,所有刻骨铭心的灼热年
华.所有繁盛而离散的生命,都在那个夏至末曾到来的夏天一起扑向盛大的死亡.

di dum dum ~
im real happy and high now :D
is this 自 high-ing?
haix, who cares? :D
tmr daphine's nt going for band D:
it would be ME, the only bass clarinetist tmr :C
jiayous, WANYIH! :D

im signing off now :D
byeeeeees ; ♥

2008-11-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

#21 - You’re clouding up my mind.

hellos people :D
im back from malaysia!
hahahs :D

my ahmah and ahgong's birthday coming on this sunday :D
im going back again!
dont say im lazy or whatever -.-
i DID practice my instru :D
and i wanted to DRAGGGGG it to malaysia.
but my mum refused D:
i shall memorise and memorise and memorise and memorise my Honor Band March :D
jiayous WANYIH!♥

and i shall reply Daphine's question :D
heeeeee is not Edward :D
although Edward is one of my dahlings :x
heeeeee surpasses Edward :D (although not physically and in the way of handsomeness)
hahahs :D

i shall show you peepo some cool stuff :D

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering.You probably zone in and out of conversations andtend to miss out on directions because you cannot focus
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
Paranoia
Manic Depressive
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

it's real fun :D
i thought i would have OCD more but it came second -.-
whatever.

hmmm.
i shall go back to my stupid roaming -.-
byeeeeees ; ♥

2008-11-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

#20 - You make it real for me.

helos people :D
im so bored so im here to post!
i shall let you all see something :D

Which Twilight Character Are You?

Created by BuddyTV

ahh ~ xD
i love twilight! ♥
come twilight, come faster :D

im still bored :D
i shall roam around :D
byeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-11-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

#19 - Life's boring without you.

hellos people :D
im back for a post (:
prettaye Wednesday & Thursday ♥

Wednesday
wenta chloe's house with veronn :D
wanted to go with freda but then too far so went with veronn (:
sorry freda :x

reached chloe's house and realised that the 3 of us are all wearing dark clothes :D
then freda came wearing white, blue and a little bit of pink :D
we played a little before having lunch.
after lunch we started on their survey :D
i was supposed to call people from our class :x
very pek cek larhs D:

After finishing the survey we played Wii.
then after that bus-ed and mrt-ed home with veronn :D

Thursday
wenta huiwen's house in the morning :D
brought my B flat clarinet along (:
she tried to play a bit but could not :D
practised "Honor Band March" :D

then we went out and went back to Fuchun :D
called people to pei us but only KengNing came (:
when we aclled Keng Ning, she was dating sia :x
so pek cek :x

then later kengning and her stead came :D
felt so "lightbulb" and pek cek :x
huiwen so shocked lorhs :D

the highest scorer this year is Alex who got 276 :D
damn zai cans?
got higher than Edmund worh ~
anyway congrats :D

then me, huiwen, kengning & stead chatted for a while (:
then we went back to huiwen's house :D
kengning & stead continue to "pai tuo" xD

walked homw from huiwen's house :D
spent the whole afternoon at huiwen's house :D

im bored ~ D:
going now :D
byeeeees ; ♥

when will i see you again, zf? )):

2008-11-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

#18 - Sometimes I just can't help myself.

hellos people :D
so long never post le :x
im back finally!

band was great but tiring today cans?
HAHS :D
we got our new SYF piece :x
and i realised something today.

- MY SIGHT-READING SUCKS.
- MY SENSE OF RHYTHM SUCKS.
- MY HIGH NOTES SUCKS.

omg.
i shall make myself practice everyday :x
Ms Chan was damn angry today :x
some freaking funny stuff happened too.

1. Erica's mum came and said that Erica had "sensitive nose and lungs" and cannot play the clarinet. (then why join band in the first place?)

2. I practically sang (not quite loud) "Love story" by Taylor Swift on the way back to the band room from the cafe. (did I insult Taylor Swift?)

3. Erica listened to the phone even with Daphine's strong protestion during tuning.

4. Kimyee and Kimberly played shooting with their clarinets and Sebby went, "What's all that noise?" and we all laughed :D

I chanced upon this when I was searching for pictures :D
i think it's prettaye :D

Wednesday's K-Box was great :D
and Joan's back! xD
she kajiao-ed me right in the wednesday morning :D
tomorrow's Ching Yee's birthday! <3
i shall call her tomorrow :D

shall go off now :D
byeeeeees ; ♥

imy, zf )))):

2008-11-09T13:43:00.000+08:00

#17 - I will wait for you.

Happy belated birthday, Lynn :D
Happy birthday Kimyee! <3

hellos people :D
today's the birthday of Kimyee and yesterday was the birthday for Lynn :D
im so high now :D

just came back from library with huiwen :D
huiwen dragged me to the library to find baby names -.-
she said that her uncle's baby havent had a name yet -.-
damn zai larhs.
Dad was so happy that i wenta library 'cause i havent read books recently and he's really pissed off with it.
then i went to find books to borrow while she was finding names :D
when we were browsing through names, we were like laughing :x

after the library, we wenta shop a bit at cwp :D
hahs :D
we both bought ourselves band notebooks -.-
it would be used to record what Ms Chan taught us during band to prevent more scoldings :D
damn zai cans?
then we loitered around cwp and bus-ed home :D

and oh yeah.
i got myself a GPA of 3 :D
not really fantastic but still okay.
and oh, im so jealous of veronn!
she got her new W595 phone which i wanted badly :x
nvm :D
she can share music with me next time :D
i want a new phone!
Dad's gonna buy me one xD

im real busy for the whole holidays.
Dont think i can go back to Malaysia :x
i want to meetup with my dahlings over there :x

oh yeah.
i discovered something real creepy :x
he looks like 毛弟 :x
damn creepy D:
is yue kan yue xiang de lorh :x

ohkays.
enough posting.
byeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-11-05T15:22:00.000+08:00

#16 - You stole my heart away.

hellos people :D
im here for a post.
and im so bored being at home -.-

was sick today so i didnt went to school :x
i miss veronn they all D:
i miss him too :x
i shall buck up and recoer as fast as possible :D
but im going home early on Friday :x
stupid medical appointment -.-

shall go do my own stuff now :D
byeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-11-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

#15 - Does anyone truly understand what real love is about?

hellos people :D
Tuesday wasn't so prettaye today D:

the first lesson was lang. arts today.
we watched "The secrets of Ninkh(?)"
i labelled my band scores during the movie :D

then was chinese.
played Uno through the lesson :D

reccess was the same :D
freda koped my food D:
that pickfooder (:

after reccess was history.
and we did suspicious purposes stuff -.-
so boring ....
hmph.

science was another free period :D
played games :D
and that Alvin threatened me to drop my instrument :x
bad boy :x

geography was boring D:
i messed around with my band scores :D
and im so confused by the major scales :x

maths was all about planning for the class chalet :D
im so looking forward to it :D
yeah! <3
1E rocks okays?

never wenta band today 'cause i got a bad flu after reccess D:
sorry daphine D:

did some quizes :D
and the results are:

What others see from your style
Although to the untrained eye you may seem like a plain dresser who avoids trends, you actually wear carefully designed accessories and clothes that emphasize your uniqueness. You value your freedom and have an artistic mind. You are neither aggressive nor timid, but you believe in yourself.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You are strong-minded and determined. Even though you may appear to be gentle, you are actually a stubborn person who loves to be challenged.

What others see from your belts
You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.

What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings
You are attractive and unique. Wearing these sorts of earrings indicates that you are a romantic and easygoing person. You like to have people pleasing you, and your personality is bright and cheerful.

The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

and

You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.

byeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-11-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

#14 - I know there is something that I'm feeling. But I can't quite put it into words.

hellos people :D
im back :D
and even bored then ever.
so i decided to do some quizs.
and here are the results:

You are reasonable and mature. It's not easy to trick you because you are intelligent, confident and have high self-esteem. You love your freedom and never follow silly fashion trends.

and

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

and

You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.
You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

hahs.
im still bored -.-
byeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-11-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

#14- You make your heart drop and come alive.

hellos people :D
back for a nice post ♥

Friday
mrt-ed to school early in the morning with huiwen :D
chatted along the way to school :D
saw sharlynn at Commonwealth MRT station :D
took 100 to school together.

reached class and realised that felicia was real early!
setled in my seat and tried to concentrate on doing something.
in the end, played Uno with madeleine, zhangying, chloe, freda and weishan :D
then we wenta for morning assembly.
then me, jingjing, hanee, seowhwee and nicole sat together :D

watched the races :D
Alvin Wong must be totally out of his mind!
run so fast for what? -.-
he got 4 medals :]
2 gold, 1 silver and 1 bronze :D
pride of class 1E xD
Felicia also damn pro cans?
i think she gt 2 medals or something :x
i forgot :x
Nicole got 2 medals :D
1 gold and 1 silver :D
all the way, Nicole! xD

Unicorn won the cheering competition :D
Minotaur is the champion house :D
congrats! :D

wenta Chloe's house after the sports meet :D
she was damn happy cos she finally found someone to play Stress with her at home :D
and i won her 2 times xD
and she won me manymany times -.-
we played Uno Stacko and i lost -.-
roamed through her phone and i saw something i shouldnt see :x
HAHS. anyway, it wasnt sicko stuff :x
and she was damn afraid that i find the thing :D
hahahs.
played volleyball (i suck at it) and her mum and sis came home.
ate sushi and watched tv before leaving.
reached home at 7pm :D

Saturday wasnt so prettaye :x
so i shall nt say :D
reply tags xD

-- jieying (: he sucks :D
DAPHINEE me too! :D
JIAWEN HELLOOOOOS :D
VERON :D it's a different case for you mah :D anyway, thankews for tagging <3
-- jieying (: no problem :D

gotta go :D
byeeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-10-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

#13 - You're the voice I hear inside my head.

hellos people :D
a not so pretty Thursday :]

bus-ed to school with huiwen and weely today :D
sat down and i slept like 50 plus minutes in the bus :D
damn tired :x
felt drowsy when i walked to school from the bus-stop.
veronn came and we slouched on the table together.
i lied down for a while and then weishan came to find me to play Stress.
played with her for a while and wandered around in class :x

assembly was so sian.
we had to learn cheers for the Bull's Eye competition later in the day.
Mr Keith said that those who never cheered would be dragged out to solo :x
so i just cheered a bit in my low mood.
Kaisong and Madeleine got pulled out :x

first lesson of the day was science :D
relief tchr came and let us do stuff on our own :D
me, seowhwee, nicole, bernice and siumin sat together and we started chatting.
we started talking about kindergarden stuff and relationship stuff :D
and we start laughing and crapping :D
nobody can understand the great fun of crapping except for the animal clique and those people like me :D

lang arts was BORING.
i have nothing to do but stone.
boo-hoo D:

recess was boring too.
then me and chloe was quarreling over if 1D was ending their recess when we start.
i siad no, she said yes.
obviously no lah!
when me and freda went to the canteen, changming they all then start coming to the canteen to eat lehs.
so obviously, no!
steph ate real slow today even though there was no bean sprouts in her hokkien mee :D
and cheryl eat real lot.
she ate 2 plates of rice worh -.-

malay was fun :D
we played Uno and our Uno game lasted for like damn damn long.
we played from the start of malay to end of malay :D
hahs (:

im dead by CHINESE.
holiday homework came up alr.
oh gosh.
piling homework :x
i hate them! ><
holidays sucks this year.
no going overseas, SYF band practice all holis :x
stuck in Singapore for the whole year :x
i havent went anywhere during the holis this yr :x
ahhhhhhh! noooooooooo D:
secondary school sucks. (although i have all my dahlings :D)

Maths was .... i dont know to say.
that Zhang Jingfei went to 2D to borrow the VGA cable :x
i dont want to go to 2D :x
im afraid of SiWei :\
we learnt Statistics and i was playing with Cheryl laopo for the whole session :D
i drew with my finger on her back :D
and laopo drew on mine (:

During D&T, we went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic for the Bull's Eye competition :D
listened to steph's iPod while the class did the cheers (:
had our lunch at Ngee Ann Poly and steph was real funny :D
she ate her chicken wings in a very funny way :D
laughed my head off when the 5 of us and jennshyang ate lunch together :D

Bull's Eye competition was great!
but i was too tired that i almost fell asleep :x
but it was great :D
we won the cheerleading competition! xD
and many funny accidents happen today :D

train-ed home with huiwen, steph, siumin, jennshyang, seowhwee, veronn,zhengzhang, hubert,wanyi, madeleine, zhangying and ken :D
hahs :D
and im still not forgiving Hubert Wu D:
he dont deserve to be forgiven so quickly.

byeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-10-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

#12 - I'm head over heels for you.

hellos people :D
today was a prettaye wednesday ♥

had assembly in the class today :D
was supposed to do section run but it rained :x
surprisingly, i saw jiawen! (no offence)

the first thing Ms Tan did in class was that to tell us to pick litter.
that's the thing she tells us to do everyday.
boring.
then i was readingreadingreading until i almost fell asleep :x
and me and nicole was like slouching in our seats.
i need sleep desperately.

the first lesson was chinese.
Mr Huang(!) walked in and let us watch "Balls of Fury".
that movie was nicenicenice :D

science was ... okays.
me, alvin, jennshyang, cheryl, zhangying and felicia played Uno :D
then we made a bet.
those who lose must say "I love you" to the person featured.
alvin - novia,
cheryl - Zhi he,
Felicia - Zhengzhang,
jennshyang - Bernice,
Zhangying - Hanyu,
Me - him.
and guess what?
cheryl lost!
but she keep refusing to say it.
so we explained about the game to Zhi he and she finally said(no really actually).

then we had P.E :D
we ran 2 rounds and played that bigbig ball game xD
damn fun sia :D
through this game, i can see how great 1E is bonded compared to 1I (:
we cheered for each other and spurred each other on.
we also cheered for 1I :D
we have sportsmanship xD

recess was boring.
i gave some of my food to freda :D
and we chatted chatted and chatted.
boring.
they continued to signal me whenever he's there.
and i dont care anymore :D

we spent the rest of the day playing playing and playing.
and when Mr Lai walked past, he gt really pissed off by our noise volume.
he wrote it down in the management diary :x
what's the problem with him?
because of that, me and terence and zhengzhang started playing Bingo :D
tehn freda joined and i played Stress :]
then we started playing again until it was assembly time.

Mr keith and Ms Tan told us to write our names.
then we were supposed to let other ppl comment on us by writing on the paper :D
we commented on other people too :D
great fun :]

had our break before the SC Investiture :D
had lunch with Bernice, Seowhwee, Jingjing, Freda and Chloe :D
then seowhwee, bernice and jingjing gave me some tips :D
thanks guys (:
and i stop avoiding him and tried to act as though nothing had happened :D

SC Investiture was a bore :x
i sat behind him lah :x
suaysuaysuay.
but im a great actress.
i still acted as though he was invisible :D
and well, he did turn back sometimes :x
and that ANGWEIXUAN was really irritating.
why must he keep turning his head back?!
what a weird and stupid guy.
no wonder nicole hates him.

wenta chinese stay-back lesson cos i cnt find Yihan :x
then i sms-ed yihan with ber's phone.
and she said she was going home le after shopping at IMM.
wowness.
she didnt wait for me :x
nvm.

bus-ed home with huiwen.
slept on the bus :D
but i was still drowsy when i gt home :x
I NEED MORE SLEEP :x

did this quiz just now.
this are the results:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

and this:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

hmm.
gotta go :D
byeeeeeeees ; ♥

i really got a hang of myself today.
i managed to stay clam and not avoid you.
i hesitated to sit behind you during the Investiture cos i dont want my frens and your frens to start the teasing.
i guess it was fine okay for you huh?
i think im great at acting.
you too.
I think that we can get the Oscars award :D

2008-10-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

#11 - Boy, you're irreplaceable.

hellos people :D
today's a prettaye tuesday ♥

bus-ed to school today with huiwen and weely :D
stood through the whole bus ride worh.
legs damn tired D:

reached school and started rushing my reflections.
then i asked other ppl and realised that it was redundant D:
i feel like a fool.
hahs.

today assembly was damn boring cans?
that discipline mistress kept blabbering her mouth off.
and i totally shut my ears :D

got back all my results today luhs.
poorpoorpoor D:
Mum's gonna kill me D:
hmmph.
trying to survive these days are really tough.

today's the last lesson for History and Geography D:
i shall miss Ms Tan (although i can see her face like almost everyday)
hmm.

i wanna scream right now D:
everything's piling up in my mind and it's making me crazy.
what's so good about results?
results WOULD NEVER determine my life.
i am who i am, and i love it.
no results is gonna make me cry :D
Soh Wan Yih's a brave girl xD

reply tags :D

-- jieying (: hahs :D piccolo's nice :D it's the easiest :D
Geraldine hees :D thankews worh.and i dont need his name on my tagboard :D
wayne hellos :D and thankews for tagging (:
YeeYi YEEYI! <3 i will link you ders :D
32 you ARE naggy.
tzz hellos! :D
[MARY] hellos MARY! <3
-- jieying (: cos he cant play the damn high notes lorh.then he kept making strange noises :D

byeeeeees ; ♥

no matter how strong i am,
i still cant escape the fear i have in my heart.
i fear that you might disappear one day,
leaving me all alone.
spotting you out fromthe crowd had become habit for me;
meeting you everyday had become a must-have for me.
i love you boy.
i dont know since when,
i loved you,
i admired you,
i want you,
i smiled for you,
i cried for you,
i lived because of your presence.
so,
dont disappear.
i'll die.
i'll get lost in this complicated place adn never get myself back.
don't go.
you're so irreplaceable in my heart.

2008-10-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

#10 - You're the song of my life.

hellos people :D
im damn tired today luhs D:

in the morning car-ed with huiwen, weely and weely's sister as usual.
then when i walked into the class, i saw felicia.
and guess what?we started playing "Stress" :D
damn fun luhs :D
hahs :D
then i played "Stress" for teh rest of the morning until it's assembly (:

first lesson was science :D
relief tchr sososo good.
i wenta play Uno :D

then it was that boring LA.
i tried to be spontaneus and went up to do a review.
the book was on Breaking Dawn worh!!! <3
and i was damn high can :D

recess was still the same :D
freda kope my food lah D:
then i called her a pickfooder :D
she always kope my food and my drink D:

then it was malay.
everyone gt crazy over the henna that Cikgu brought :D

Chinese was bored can D:
i almost fell asleep D:

During maths played Bingo with terence and zhengzhang :D
then freda joined in :D
and during D&T
i almost got too high :D
Odessey of the Mind <3
my baobei worh :D
i got shortlisted for it cos i been in OM for 2 yrs.
i also wenta US for OM :D

then after sch i did CIP hours :D
did it with Kaisong, Hubert, jingfei and Runzhong.
went to the science lab to do CIP :D
Kaisong damned zai lah!
he used all the towels to wipe a table.
then he gt scolded by the parent volunteer.
then we went back to the library to continue CIP.
i do damn fast and finish first lah!
then i saw him using the com in the library lah :/
pekcek until siao.
wanted to use com just now de lah.
hmmph.
then i still continued to use lorh.
except that i sit at one end, he sit at one end.
then i forgot how to do motion tween and stuff leh!
omg D:
then me and jennshyang decided that i bring home to do :D

train-ed with hubert home :D
wah liao! he damn naggy lah!
like oldold uncle like that D:
then we crapped loads on the way home :D
and he said i gt OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder).
cos im too obsessed with my hair xD
he also mah :D
ohkays.
i said that i will dedicate a post to him.

Hubert
You're a very crappish person lehs.
Although you always act emo, but then you really very naggy lorh.
But then sometimes, you also not bad lah.
Like you always help me find songs de and crap with me luhs :D
but then i realised something - you always like to mutter something, then you say "Nevermind."
wah liao! you know it's very irritating?
and you always piss me off.
but you're a good friend :D

okays :D
im done (:
byeeeeees ; ♥

i always wanted to say it out.
but after the incident that happened to me during primary school, i dare not anymore.
i always wanted to tell you the three words;
but i have no courage to do that.
maybe someday, when i have the courage, i shall tell you and end all this suspense.

2008-10-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

#9 - Your voice is the lullaby that makes me sleep.

Happy Birthday Girlfriend Chloe Lim! <3
Happy Belated Birthday Freda Teo! <3

hellos people :D
today was the birthday of my dearest girlfriend Chloe <3 and the belated birthday of Freda <3
and you know what Chloe did the first thing she came into the class?
she went up to my seat and as her boyfriend, i immediately know that she wants her present.
damn straightforward lah!
and she said she only dared to do that to me :D

today was damn shiok can?
no science, no history, no chinese.
and we got back our geog and maths paper today D:
i got 33 for my maths paper 1 worh :D
not bad uh?

the worst was LA lah.
that Mrs kan wanted us to do some weird stuff.
but i didn't listen :D
i just stoned -.-

had band today lorh.
we got our SYF piece 'Epicus NO.1' today D:
man.
i have to work many many many times hard.
i cnt play the piece.
OMG.
and sebby was damn despo also lah.
he also cannot play lor.
hahs.

damn tired today.
bus-ed with yihan and suzhen.
slept on the bus on the way home.

gotta sleep now :D
byeeeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-10-20T16:46:00.000+08:00

#8 - You're the missing piece in my life.

hellos people :D
wenta out with hanee, jingjing, bernice, siumin, hubert and zhengzhang today :D
damn high worh :D
we wenta shop and watch 'Painted skin'.
'Painted Skin' damn nice can!
i love it <3

the girls took some photos on the way :D

Hanee and Siumin on the horsey :D

the girls(excluding Jingjing) at the merry-go-round :D

Hanee! <3

the girls(excluding Jingjing) :D

Hanee!<3

Hanee and siumin! <3

hahs :D
had lots of fun today lahs.
but its a pity that jennshyang, seowhwee, nicole and terence never come.
or we could have moremoremore fun!

going ta sleep now;
byeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-10-18T10:46:00.000+08:00

#7 - 你永远也看不到我最寂寞时候的样子，因为只有你不在我身边的时候，我才最寂寞。

hellohellos people :D
tagged by seowhwee to do a quiz :D
i shall start now :D

RULES
Number 1.
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Number 2.
Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
erm ... maybe :D

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
It really depends okays?

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
yeah! I love chatting with my darlings in school <3

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
spend lorh! maybe part of it for education :D

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
hmmm. nice ques. but maybe not. cos all the fren a bit weird de.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both ba. loving and being loved is both nice :D

7. List out your 15 favourite songs.
hmm.
1 - I hate this part right here
2 - Beep
3 - Damaged
4 - I kissed the girl
5 - Hero-Heroine
6 - Thunder
7 - Get Back
8 - When it was me
9 - Walk away
10 - Next to you
11 - Yesterday
12 - Just stand up
13 - Love story
14 - T- shirt
15 - She's like a star

8. If the person you secretly like is already attatched, what would you do?
hmmm. give him up bah.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yeah ~ :D

10. What makes you angry?
when ppl accuse me and piss me off D:

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
im not Alice Cullen please.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
the 4 ppl <3
him <3
friends <3
family <3

13.What is the most important thing in life?
friends bah.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
the first choice :D i'll be single and rich and then dont have to worry over love issues :D

15. What is your favourite colour?
SILVER! WHITE! xD

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
idk :x maybe if i really love the guy a lot :D

17.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
that would not happen bah.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
it depends on the severity of the problem.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
iloveyou, justonemoretime. <3

20. What type of person will u fall in love with?
not ugly, taller than me, loves me a lot, a guy with jie2 pi4 (so that he can help me with the cleaning of my room :D)

10 ppl to do this quiz !!
1. siumin
2. bernice
3. nicole
4. jiawen
5. darren
6. yijun
7. jocelyn
8. veronn
9. joan
10. Yi Yinn

byeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-10-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

#6 - Just one more time.

hellohellos people :D
im back from Jurong Point :D
"20th Century Boys" is damn nice lorh (:
ahh ~ I LOVE IT!

oh yeah :D
we ended our papers today.
2 hours just past so fast lah!
then the invigillator very scary worh.
scream so loud lorh!
omg lah!

hehs :D
listening to "I Hate This Part Right Here" :3
damn nice :D
hahs (:

busybusybusy girl gotta go now :D
byeeeeees ; ♥

i hate this part right here.
you always do this to me.
what you gotta say?
so what if i like you?
i tried my best to save your face.
i avoided you, i shun from you, i shut my friend's mouth.
what you want me to do right now?
i hae this part right here.
i just can't take these tears.

2008-10-16T15:10:00.000+08:00

#5 - You're the one that makes me smile.

hellohellos peeps :D
EOY's almost over :D
im left with the last and only Chinese Paper 2 :]
woots!
hahs :D

hmmm (:
going out tomorrow with chloe they all to watch "20th Century Boys" :D
it's damn nice :D
something similar to "L - Save the World" :]
hahs :D

im addicted to "Next to You" by Jordin Sparks and "Yesterday" by Leona Lewis nowadays :D
they're great singers.
i love them loads xD

hahs :D
keesiao ler.
my life still goes on like normal.
he continues to stand beside me during assembly, i continue to avoid him.
he walks the bridge, then i cross the road.
he sits in front of me, i face my back against him.
when will all this end?
i just hope that all this ends.

byeeeeeeeeeeees ;♥

end this now.
we wont have to avoid each other.
we wont have to be forced by our frens.
goodbye,zf.

2008-10-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

#4 - 我每天都在数着你的笑，可是你连笑的时候，都好寂寞。

hellohellos :D
EOY's coming up in just 2 days sia D:
and Jocelyn's EOy should have ended by now.
so cool D: i want early EOYs D:

Mug for EOYs people!
for people that have finished their EOYs, congrats :D

today huiwen, weely and me wenta school on 963 :]
then the bus damned cold and me and huiwen were freezing like siao.
then when me and huiwen wenta class on the way, we meet him lah.
then me, chloe, freda and geraldine spent the rest of our time sitting outside the classroom :D

then i got C5 for both chinese and physics.
so damned sad lah.
must mug for EOYs :D
huiwen good lorh.
got A2 for physics.
what to do? im dumb mah.

then after school, me, huiwen and weely wenta Mac to hang out.
then me and huiwen met him when we wenta locker.
just walked past each other like we both were invisible.
then met Bei Hua in the bus so he came along.
then we chatted in Mac until Bei Hua and his fren left.
me, huiwen and weely were like chatting like siao lorh.
then we took 963 home and weely met xiao lao shi (who the heck is that?)
slept on the bus cos i was utterly tired.
skipped Biology Lecture :D

gotta run now.
byeeeeeeees ; ♥

i think we both damned pro lah.
can walk past each other like we both were invisible even though we were like a few cm apart only.
wonder if huiwen would be amazed by us?
maybe she can do this to her him?

2008-09-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

#3 - You're my hero.

hellos peeps :D
im back for a while :]

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

im like so bored so i wenta do this :D
it's fun (except that i have no mental problems)
hahs :D

now chatting with cousin bro :D
listening to 崖の上のポニョ <3
so nice :D
reply tags :]

32: hmm .... what song ah?
tzz: hahs :D bobian mahs D:
nicole: hellos :D
Evan: alrightees :D

hahs :D just did something very bad :D
byeeeees ;♥

you big damned liar.
how could i believe you again?
damned playboy D:
you sucks.
toying with people's feelings.

2008-09-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

#2 - You're the one.

reply tags :D

terence hellos :D
sofia hellos :D
tzz tee hees :D thankews :]
JIAWEN update le :D
nicole aw D: no luhs D:
freda hellos :D
JIAWEN of course :D
tzz thankews :D
nicole nope D:
-- jieying (: nope D: is HSK exam D:
KIMYEE! ohh.nvm lah :D
DAPHINEE! nvm lah :D anyway might not happen on sat D:

hahs.chatting now :D
byeeeeeeees ; ♥

2008-09-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

#1 - My new story.

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hellos people :D
decided to delete all my post after a long struggle.
a lot of stuff happened in my life recently.
happy stuff, sad stuff, angry stuff, sweet stuff, bitter stuff.
anything you could name it.
so i decide to delete my posts :D

i changed new blogskin too :D
i love a fresh new start.
hellos, my new story ;

oh yeah (:
EOY's coming up.
so i won't be posting lately.
paiseh D:

and goodbye to you ;